am i guilty or not guilty?

[goldbaby777]

I've done alot of things as a christian i am not proud of, and tried my best to do that which is correct, I was born a selfish person of sorts who always had what they wanted mixed with child abuse type of problems......... I am having bad dreams and waking up to strange situations spiritually of accusation........ but the most is, i did that which is some of the most by accident stupidest things to do in anger towards God in the insanity that was upon me I twice tried to turn God evil because i was extremely angry at God for all the sexual demonic abuse as a christian, i call it my moments of temporary insanity because of the idea of God's chastisement and what sick things the evil one was doing to me..... I am haunted about these two things i did by accident against God....... Can God give me an answer, i know in romans 8 for example i am forever loved no matter what, and even at church they will say God loves me unconditionally, but because of the bizarre experiences am i at fault for causing something wrong happening with God? I did everything in my power to correct what i did wrong, and i really need to escape the guilt and shame before heaven for example for what happened.......... can anyone help me with this? God bless love you brothers and sisters in Christ.

Corey

 

[Rev T.S.Perkins]

I've done alot of things as a christian i am not proud of, and tried my best to do that which is correct, I was born a selfish person of sorts who always had what they wanted mixed with child abuse type of problems......... I am having bad dreams and waking up to strange situations spiritually of accusation........ but the most is, i did that which is some of the most by accident stupidest things to do in anger towards God in the insanity that was upon me I twice tried to turn God evil because i was extremely angry at God for all the sexual demonic abuse as a christian, i call it my moments of temporary insanity because of the idea of God's chastisement and what sick things the evil one was doing to me..... I am haunted about these two things i did by accident against God....... Can God give me an answer, i know in romans 8 for example i am forever loved no matter what, and even at church they will say God loves me unconditionally, but because of the bizarre experiences am i at fault for causing something wrong happening with God? I did everything in my power to correct what i did wrong, and i really need to escape the guilt and shame before heaven for example for what happened.......... can anyone help me with this? God bless love you brothers and sisters in Christ.

Corey

Corey: Rev here ..After reading this post ..one thing sticks out .actually two or three but i wanted to touch on this one point..unless you really work at it its hard to hack off almighty God .not that it cant be done but you really have to work at it ..John 3:16 FOR GOD SO LOVED THE WORLD HE GAVE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,,SO THAT WHOSOEVER (thats you and me ) WOULD BELIEVE ON HIM WOULD NOT PERISH,,BUT HAVE EVERLASTING LIFE God loves you so much that the word even says NOTHING CAN REMOVE US FROM THE LOVE OF GOD..God is not man that He should lie !..So much love has been poured out on you ..Why would He change His mind now .And when you think about it the story of paul syas it even better GOD went to meet saul of tarsus on the road to Damascicus to redeem Hm..If any MAN God had a reason to be mad at it was saul who we now kNOW AS PAUL THE APOSTLE..iF GOD CAN REDEEM A MURDER AND SAVAGE PERSSICUTER OF GODS PEOPLE .WHAT MAKES YOU SO SPECIAL THAT THAT GRACE NOT BE THERE FOR YOU..? ABSOLUTLTY NOTHING ..For did God not love us while we were yet unlovable and in most cases still are...If you know the nature of God the father it will carry you through a lot of doubts placed by the ememy to discourage and stop us from serving God ..YOU WERE CHOOSEN by God First !! And His calling is without repentence ..........youre brother in Christ ..Rev

 

[Thiscrosshurts]

Can God give me an answer, i know in romans 8 for example i am forever loved no matter what,

You found the ONLY thing that matters,God gave you the answer and you found the proof in his word so if I disagree with what God said I am a liar.
Don't listen to liars,your own brain can't be trusted and I can't be trusted and the people here can't be trusted and the people in your church can't be trusted.

1 Corinthians 2:11 For what man knoweth the things of a man, save the spirit of man which is in him? even so the things of God knoweth no man, but the Spirit of God.

We see in this scripture that the spirit of man resides inside men.
We also see that we don't know the things of a man even though we are a man.So we are being used(guided,directed,influenced) by the spirit of man that resides in us.So the enemy resides in my own mind and has it's own purpose to exalt man.

When we call upon the Spirit of God to reside in us a battle takes place between the Spirit of God and the spirit of man.
I believe the book of revelation describes this battle in your mind.
It is a violent overthrowing of the kingdom of man that dominates our flesh mind by the coming of God's kingdom of life and light.

What I find is that I sometimes oppose God by believing my mind and five senses more than his word.

I have experienced what your going through goldbaby and I often wonder why more believers don't ever seem to notice the things that you do.
I believe if you were lost the darkness would be pampering you so that you would be complacent about letting darkness rule your life.

Brother hang on to Romans 8 and all other life giving promises of God.
Every time your brain presents you with a dismal picture of the future you say,"No,that's not what Gods word says,are there any thoughts in here(my lying little brain) that can tell me what God's word says?"

Prayer:
Father that old spirit of man is trying to knock down our brother Corey.
I believe that Corey has received your Spirit and that's why he is being attacked.I ask in the name and plan of Jesus that you fill him to overflowing with your life giving Holy Spirit and that you would dominate his heart and mind and lead him out of darkness into truth,light,life,joy,peace and fellowship with the Holy Spirit.Amen
All darkness must go,no compromise,no plea bargains and no prisoners.

 

[goldbaby777]

God bless reverand

Praise God for people and brrethen like you brother who know the truth and set your brother here free a little bit....... I love Christianity the best religion on earth is Christianity

 

[goldbaby777]

thats right

Turn the light on and the darkness flees God bless brothers and sisters that help me because ive been missing God's comfort for a long while............. I love Christianity

 

[Rev T.S.Perkins]

Praise God for people and brrethen like you brother who know the truth and set your brother here free a little bit....... I love Christianity the best religion on earth is Christianity

religion is a man made thing .. i know people that drink religiousley.do drugs religiously.AND MISS CHURCH RELIGIOUSLY..BUT TO HAVE A ONE ON ONE LOVE AFFAIR WITH GOD ALMIGHTY THROUGH JESUS CHRIST IS THE BEST RELATIONSHIP ON EARTH..love ya ,,any time you want PM me and ill answer back ....Rev

 

[farout]

goldbaby777: After reading your post I came to a odd conclusion. After talking with a lot of people as a pastor, there are sometings that seem to stick together with others who talk something like you. So if what I am going to say does not fit then just take with a grain of salt what I say, ok?

Have you truely repented of the sins in you life that sorta haunt you? That could be an issue that is under all your feelings. Hope this may helo, brother. Blessings.

 

[David777]

Hello Corey.

Everyone born on this planet will have issues with God at some
stage in their life. I have over the course of my Christian life heard
many Christians utter the immortal lines "why is God doing this to me,
or why did God let this happen to me".

God acts in love at all times, Jesus died to give you life, an abundant life for eternity.
Let go of the preoccupation with your own sin otherwise you will spiral into bitterness.
We have been given the Holy Spirit and only through letting the Holy Spirit lead us more
fully into Jesus. Will we escape the control of our own flesh which is opposed to God.

I noticed your reference to Romans, here are two superb verses from Paul
(Paul was killing Christians before he met Jesus).

<sup class="versenum"> </sup>For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities,
nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come, nor height, nor depth,
nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God,
which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

 

[Quasicentennium]

Going to a Christian church was not an option like if you would switch TV channels to watch some favorite enough program to watch. To really prove that Jesus is with you in your heart, even with all the past memory baggage of your life experiences of ups and downs, your hunger for answers to life's problems is to attend church each week, so that your church members can respect you for who you are - just like themselves who hunger for Christ's healing answers to rid of the confusion and suffering that sin causes where Satan is a destroyer of faith in Christianity. You would soon realize that you will become a winner of Christ instead of a victim of Satan as you socialize with your church members each week because Jesus knows that Satan's deceiving sin encounters of the bad kind can come in all sorts of guises such as:"Jesus thinks you are not Christian enough so don't waste your time being at church on Sundays." These false thoughts from Jesus can sound really true at first, but when you think about it a second time by allowing your imagination to really imagine that Jesus has arrived in his second coming to save us and transform us into new minds and bodies of Christ, then you soon realize that Satan's sin had confused your mind and sin will no longer annoy us ever again with Christ's joy in our future eternal lives as we socialize in peace in God's most futuristic community-built city on a new Earth **Rev21:2**.:*:.