I understand, but may I say, the Black church is last thing my parents and grand parents would ever trust.
they went, and they left, each generation. and they warn me.
But God and The CHRIST they were powerful there in. And I sure do not trust them, the black church. And got reason to beware, I will not speak in his name of JESUS, unless he speaks to me 1st. I would never speak anything about the LORD unless I hear him tell me personally at that moment to speak, but, and ask him how. and that is a hard lesson to learn. But a whip by his hands and the erasing of my mind. and when he erase all of your thoughts and you do not even know your own name,
and the only words you hear is "listen to what I have to say" because no one can restore you mind but me! No hospital, no Surgery , no brain doctor can give you your mind and thinking back But me!
Now I am scared,
Teach me LORD thy FEAR that I might not stray anymore and do it the way they want me to do it, and teach me Lord to deny myself and lean not unto thy own understanding, and He retired My mind, no medicine no doctors, My own people tried to lock me up, But A Jewish Doctor who was The HEAD of A Great Institution Came out of no where, And Talk to me, And I spoke about
"THE TETRAGRAMMATON" and he laugh and He laugh< I told him, they don't, do not understand what I am saying. And he told me don't worry, Stuff like this happens to men like you, for You are a "SPIRITUAL MAN" Born of GOD. They are trying to get rid of you, They are claiming you have done a lot things, did you do them, I said no sir. He said; "I KNOW YOU DIDN"T". They want you to come to court, I told him, I have no body, my wife betrayed me my Brother who is a paster has Betrayed me, My parents are dead. He said I will go for you, do you want me to go for you, I said I can't think, to defend myself, would you go, he said yes, I will go on your behave, A STRANGER
My daughter was There, and she told me! He chewed them out, The court, My Brother, My wife, the Police department, my daughter said it got so Quiet in That place, My Wife and my brother was trying to get me lock up! Because how much I would pray and cry! I was praying for their souls and all of our families day in and day out, they did not know what GOD had Showed me.
And The JEWISH Doctor said to my daughter he will coming home less than three days! Ain't nothing is wrong with Him, Stuff happens to men like Him, They are the Anointed of GOD! A JEWISH person Who Had Great AUTHORITY!
That was before All Of the "Calamities Came" I saw all the sickness, the deaths, the floods, The storms, The droughts, the fires, the wars, people lying dead everywhere, in the streets, hospitals filled, bodies in semi trailers. Streets empty. I saw it clearly all in moment. And I did not understand it, And I was so Full of The "Holy Ghost" I could not stand it The ANOINTING of GOD! Now years later everything came to pass just how I saw it. And My mind was restored to me, right away, Without medicine, When I accepted What He Had Showed me before I got home.
It is not the 1st. time I experience HIM. When He reveal to me, and Told me who I was! and it was not Jesus, It was not "The PARAKLETOS' HE was MY FATHER, and I know He is real and not a character in A BOOK! And Not A person you speculate about and He is someone To FEAR! But many think not. But they will!
But many do not believe that God the Father will come and talk clearly to any of his Sons. They do not believe such a GOD exists! because they have never experienced such a act. so if it have not happen to them, such a Thing does not exists
To them. But There is Recordings through out History and There are Theological Definitions and Theological terms. That the Ordinary every day Christian have no Idea such things Exists. But They believe in healings, in tongues, in dreams, in raising the dead, and many other things they call miracles but the miracles they see and claim or only "signs and wonders", But "Theophanies, Christophany or A Beatific Vision" is only know by them looking it up for a definition made by those who have never had, but tried to explain something that is unexplainable. But only can be experience.
I know I am different> and to many I ain't nothing but a fool! and I agree. But where, am I going to go, and who am I, going to listen too! And who have believe our report and who has The arm of the lord, been revealed.?
But I understand, exactly, what you mean,
But if you only knew, you would understand, my great dilemma.
From day one of My CONVERSION, was Not A ordinary Conversion. You have no idea, what terror that was to me! I knew nothing about this stuff!!! How in the world, words of the Bible comes into your mind and you have never read this stuff before! You have no idea, how fearful this stuff is!
You can't stop reading the word, you try to stop, you can't, all day long. How come I am the only one like this!
You have no idea what this is like, The Fire never cease, even in your sleep and dreams,
I wish this on NO man or woman!
It is not a wonderful Thing, it is nothing more than sorrow, pain, "Mysterion"
When you have fellowship with Jesus Christ this is what you get!
"American Standard Version
He was despised, and rejected of men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief: and as one from whom men hide their face he was despised; and we esteemed him not."
American Standard Version
that I may know him, and the power of his resurrection, and the fellowship of his sufferings, becoming conformed unto his death;
You experience HIs pain and suffering and understand why they called him a "lunatic' his own family and The Prophet of DOOM.
And the Scriptures teaches us That they did not believe He Was SON of GOD walking In The FLESH, If they did believe They would Never have Killed Him and Ran away When They Lock him up and Nail Him To The Cross, None Of His Disciple Believed That He Was God In The Flesh!< They Lied When they said they believed. No one Believe that He Was GOD! men Lie, but their actions Do Not lie. And so declares the Bible as we watch their Actions compared to what came out of their mouths. they lied when they said they believed in The Gospels.
So here we go again, I Hope the day comes near and HE givens That Command. and how sad it will be
I will try my best to keep my mouth close again and say no more in the name of the LORD! Because I know I am not Qualified to do so. And GOD knows And I know I do not have to worry about any sickness, death or loneliness as long as I "dwelleth in The Secret Place of The MUST" for when I am in there I am protected. and I need no ones prayers, no ones concerns, when I am in there I am safe from men and women, diseases, demons, devils, and loosing my mind, from terrors, pestilences, destructions, I am safe while I am there and needs no ones prayers on my behave. I need no wife, no son, no daughter, no siblings or mother of father to pray for me or come to my aid, no hospital, no doctor "when My mother or my father forsakes me The LORD who is My GOD and My FATHER" will take me up, iF I am a "obedient' CHILD, whom do I Fear. He will not Delay to send all of The HOST of HEAVEN to come to My Aid, if necessary , even if He has TO BRING ME HOME, through the doors of death. and which I will gladly go through. and shout out "I have kept The FAITH" and ready to be offered up!
Many of time this world has betrayed me, Lied on me, mother , father, brother, son, daughter, Churches, pastors, ministers, Lawyers, Unjust Judges, Corporations, so called friends, they all have lied on me! And Jealousy has been my closes brother, who have always been there and never fails me. He is the Only one outside of GOD who has been true.
For we who are in the Body of Christ are our Greatest enemy! Satan only have to sit back and watch and watch us destroy and devour each other on Planet earth while we embrace demons and devils and considered them as our friends and love ones.!
Jesus must come back, if not , we will destroy each other. With kisses, and Prophesying to ourselves: "GOOD THINGS, worldly thoughts of a Christine Atmospheres' and happy dreams, and embracing all kinds of poisons.
Vipers, The Gloriosa lily and marrying Goats, for Goats cannot change into a lamb or a sheep! A sheep a lamb was a sheep a lamb before The Foundations of The World, A Goat a Wolf was a goat a wolf also Before The FOUNDATION of The WORLD and what ever they where Before The Foundations of the The same are they today and Tomorrow, So I believe, The Bible teaches and Not what the man teaches
Now none of this could be true, but this is what I do believe the Bible teaches and not mankind. The doctrine of Man about Jesus is Not "The GOSPEL ACCORDING TO Jesus Christ" and yes I could be wrong and evil. but In the end we all will know, if "GOD"is"GOD". And The Victory Has Already Been Won It has been Settled. It is done! finished, already before it began. The end STORY is KNOWN and The Outcome have been Establish.
Whether christians know it or not, whether christians think that GOD is Waiting On them, so he can have the victory and saved those who are to be saved.
Really, he is waiting on us. to present the GOSPEL ACCORDING TO Jesus Christ so some people can get saved, Ok
New King James Version
Then I saw another angel flying in the midst of heaven, having
The Everlasting Gospel To Preach To Those Who Dwell On The Earth—To Every Nation, Tribe, Tongue, And People—
PloughBoy
There is so many beliefs in the world.
all of these are considered right.
there are 4200 world religions?
According to some estimates,
there are roughly 4,200 religions, churches, denominations, religious bodies, faith groups, tribes, cultures, movements, ultimate concerns,
which at some point in the future will be countless. new ones are popping up everyday, they have "christian Principles they claim" ok I am not hating.
What is the oldest religion?
The word
Hindu is an exonym, and while Hinduism has been called the oldest religion in the world, many practitioners refer to their religion as Sanātana Dharma (Sanskrit: सनातन धर्म, lit.
And the whole world recognize these religions and honor them with great respect.
Now just choose one, you got roughly 4,200 thousands. Freewill.
Now, it cannot get better than that. and I am not hating. and I got my own God. lonely as it get, and it seems I stand alone. A modern day
"Athanasius" settles that.
And do not want any one to believe in my God, but it seems mines might be wrong too many, So since many believe in freewill so we can "choose' which God we want to serve. just pick.
A country-by-country analysis of data from more than 2,500 censuses, surveys and population registers finds that 84% of adults and children around the globe are religiously affiliated. The study also finds that the median age of two major groups – Muslims (23 years) and Hindus (26) – is younger...
www.pewresearch.org
Let this be known, I PloughBoy would never push on anyone to choose or accept the GOD I choose, or me trying to introduce him to anyone. Unless that person ask me. about who I believe in, then I will tell them why I believe in Him. and nothing more, I would give them my testimony but never push them in
"The WAY", never, unless they ask me why I believe in him. then I have a lot to say, but beside of that, trust not in me, for I am nothing but a mere man.
I am Lessor than A Calvinist, lessor than A Lutheran, a Methodist, a Congregationalists, A Roman Catholic, A Puritan, or of Pentecostalism and all of the over 44,000 christian denominations and non denominations I am not a part of any of these organizations.
So I know I do not fit among these and I always will be in a hostile place among this host, but I have no anger for them, nor animosity against any, And do not want to be converted into any of them. And I do not what any to try to convince me to adopt their way of religion thought patterns as if by force of any kind, for I do respect them. But force can never be kind. but if ask, is always kind to listen, it is kind, but a sense of demand to reject ones own faith cannot be kind. nor can it be feasible or wise. even if for sanity only and contentment.
"But godliness with contentment is great gain: for we brought nothing into the world, for neither can we carry anything out; but having food and covering we shall be therewith content."
I never approach people about Jesus, unless they ask. then they tell me about who they believe in, ok, I am not into
"Apologetics" but I notices a lot on "TALKJESUS" membesr are, that is not my arena, I am not skill in that "School Thought" to much for me. I have watch many who specializes in "APOLOGETICS" I cannot do it. I Have not that "gift" from GOD and I am too old now to learn and pray in those skills. and I do not want to either. but God blesses the ones who do. I am too old.
I have been on "God"S Battle Field For A Long Time Now. Many Battle's so many I cannot remember them all, and wounded many times. and thought I could never get back up. And many have testified we watch you. and we saw you, If GOD did it for you I know he can do it for me! Even my wife have have said, "they don't know you, I watch and I have never saw such a Grace of GOD in any other Like I seen what GOD has done in Your life, when it look like you couldn't even recover and You rise and then laugh and joke about it.
My wife tried to get her brother to beat me up!
One met me, and said, i have never met a man like you. I took him, to one of my Karate Classes, and His other brother told me what the other brother said about me, and that their sister was crazy!
she wanted them to beat me up, She told the "Psychiatrist I was too Smart" for her!
Told my Aunt she was going to Destroy me!
I Haven't told half of it!
People had plans to kill me, and hid to watch for me to kill me on one or more accessions and later confess.
Because of me speaking the truth in Christ Jesus
Come back in private crying.
And people chastise me because I laugh, and they do not understand where my Laughter comes from! It comes from My Sorrows and MY PAINS
which are personal.
Psalms 126
A song of ascents. When the LORD restored the captives of Zion, we were like dreamers.2Then our mouths were filled with laughter, our tongues with shouts of joy. Then it was said among the nations, “The LORD has done great things for them.”…
No one gave me that scripture, no-one told me to read
Psalms 126, no one has ever given me comfort by words of deeds, But GOD brings The WORD to My MIND and Then I turn to it and wonder How could this be, 1st. coming to my mind then I find the same words in The BOOK!
I do not have to call anyone on the phone and tell them my troubles and ask for advice. "for we Got A Father, That many claims is of love but they cannot call Him Up but they have to call the police, the pastors. friends at night, Bosses on the job. Politicians. I am confuse, what they do and by the words that comes out of their mouths, they don't match. And then I hear these words, out of no where!
King James Bible
"This people draweth nigh unto me with their mouth, and honoureth me with their lips; but their heart is far from me."
Then, what is wrong with me, how come I am different, and these words comes to me, out of no where!
The I hear these words:
HEBREWS 10
King James Bible
"This is the covenant that I will make with them after those days, saith the Lord, I will put my laws into their hearts, and in their minds will I write them;"
WHAT IS GOING ON HERE!
I Got To Be Crazy And Hearing Voices!
PloughBoy, Signing off before y'all lock me up!
Because if I tell y'all the future, you sure will call the police to come get me!
"LORD don't tell me no more"
"I was speechless and still; I remained silent, even from speaking good, and my sorrow was stirred. My heart grew hot within me; as I mused, the fire burned. Then I spoke with my tongue"
I might have made many grammar mistakes, to tired to go over them now, please for give me now. and for so much writing, for I am Story writer.
I need to eat now, Sometimes I used to forget to eat , up to three days, and I would become sickly not knowing why, until I realize I would go up to three days without eating. then I would get sick. I need to eat something now. The last time when I had visions or revelations or illusions what ever one may call it. I lost over 60 pounds, they tried to make me eat, but I was never hungry. and healthy full of strength. I drunk plenty of water. every thing game to pass, but yet one event has not come. wait and see. everything else has for the last over 40 years everything.
You might have to read this in portions or deleted it. it doesn't; matter I am long winded, just like my mother, I miss her, we talk for hours and hours and laugh about the things of GOD, never speaking of any, Unless guide to do so, By The Parakletos" and not by humans senses, which cannot be trusted.
No one knows the words of "The SPIRITUAL MAN", neither can his words can be learned,
This message will Self destruct. at the appointed time.