Nia Jane,
Years ago, behind closed doors, in secret, I asked God what is the purpose of this Jesus Christ and He laid it on my heart that Jesus carries me while I learn to believe, have faith, and trust in God. Many years later Jesus still carries me while I continue to believe, have faith, and trust in God. It is a life long process, Nia Jane. But because of God you and all of us will experience a continued transformation with our Father.
Dear Jane
As i read your letter I remembered something which spoke to my heart which BobinFaiith has confirmed. In Purpose Driven Life, Rick Warren says we cant surrender to God unless we know Him and trust Him which is a process as so rightly been said above.
Thanks Bobinfaith for your encouragement and I look forward to meet you one day in chat.
Bless you
joy