my foundational issues
i can discern your problem as a foundational one. The bible in ps 11:3 say if foundation be destroyed................., majority of the problem many people are faced with today in christedom are meant to put their foundation to a trial. Jesus described the tester as storm. There are many spiritual storms that threaten many believers these days, there is the storm of sickness, weariness, unbelief, complacency, addiction, oppression, religious legalism that erode and cause vissible damages to us every day.
Paul in 1corth 13:11 and romans 7:15-20 was both plagued by ignorance and his pasts. He did something about them, he was not shifting blames, he recognised that the storm was closing in on him and cried to god in prayers not peters bor james. I want you to know that when people go back to god for forgiveness they are giving another opprotunuity. The negative influence is not an excuse to turn things around. If you are nolonger confortable in that church, its not the church that has problem, its you.
Did you ask god for direction b4 joining the church, when we take blind decision, god should be left out of it. If you feel you are not comfortable, pray for directions and i know god will lead you to the right place. dont forget, this not an excuse to abuse the liberty of the gospel.
Concerning your sickness, i think its time you know what you are carrying. a lot of christians really dont know who they are. Jesus shed his blood to equip you the ability to pratice medice without license. Its not fake, they are real, am a living witness of god power house on earth. Lk 10:19, Mk 16:17_18. Drugs(tablets) are good, but over reliance put christian in to slavery. Here this..in vain shall thou use medicine......Jeremiah 46:11. Is there no balm in gilead.....while is the health of my people not restored Jer. 8:22. The major reason is SIN and UNBELIEFS. God will not give his glory to man.
As you poeple read this message, god will manifest his healing power in their sick bodies.
Shalom, See you again
Ev.