Faith, Life, will it ever come together right?

[Spirra]

Let me start out with a little info.

I am 16, and I have a protective order against my mom.
She found a boyfriend who got drunk every night and caused me alot of grief and pain. I had to literally fight them off of me to keep myself safe.

I am out of that situation now, I live in a great place. With my gramma and grandpa.

I have never really been into Christianity because of my mom, she was so opinionated. One day she would say " put your faith in God Amber, you know he loves you" and the next day she would say "That is just a bunch of bs, and I am sick of hearing about it"
It eventually pushed me away.

My gramma is trying to help me understand alot of this, but it's hard for me. I know she loves me and tries, but some things I still don't understand.

I recently read revelation and I am scared. What will happen if god calls us all back tomarrow, or in a few hours? Or years?
Will He understand our situations?
Or just cast us to hell?

I am wanting to him to be a part of me, but I am scared.

I am crying now. Thinking of the final call he makes, to stand before him. I do not want to got to hell, just because there are things I do not understand about God.

Spirra-

 

[Boanerges]

My friend, let me first say I am sorry for your troubles but do not let the fallings of any human being keep you from knowing Christ.
God is even now drawing you to Himself. His love is greater than any power and His heart is set on you. The God who created heaven, earth and even time itself saw you before you were even born. He saw every sin, every shortcoming and every mistake and yet He still sent His Son Jesus Christ to the cross to pay the price for your sin that you could be His very child.
This is like having a million dollars in the bank; if you never wrote a check on that account you could die of starvation. The analogy is not the best but this is my point; avail yourself of His mercy and grace. Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ; believe that He came as a man; that He walked a sinless life and died for your sins; that He took your very sin and it's penalty (death) and in return gives you His very own righteousness. Because of this you can now stand in the presence of the Father as if sin never existed nor seperated you from Him. This opens the door to the greatest of all treasures and that is knowing and walking with God Himself as your Father!


Rom 3:23 For all have sinned, and come short of the glory of God;



<DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR></DIR><DIR>Act 16:31And they said, Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ, and thou shalt be saved, and thy house.</DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR>

<DIR>Rom 10:9 That if thou shalt confess with thy mouth the Lord Jesus, and shalt believe in thine heart that God hath raised him from the dead, thou shalt be saved.</DIR><DIR>Rom 10:10For with the heart man believeth unto righteousness; and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation.</DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR></DIR><DIR>Please take the time to examine your heart, lay everything you have done at the foot of the cross and turn to him knowing He will hear your every cry. Pray this with a heart of expectancy:
Heavenly Father I knwo I have sinned. Thank You for sending Your Son Jesus to die on the cross paying the price for my sin. Thank You for making a way for me to become Your child, thank You for the new life I am recieving as Jesus Christ has become my Lord and my Savior. Thank You for the indwelling of the Holy Spirit that I am now receiving and thank You that according to Your Holy Word I am being given all things that pertain to life and godliness. In Jesus most wonderful Name I pray, believing I receive, amen.

</DIR></DIR>You have now opened your heart and He has become your Lord. Now you must begin to learn His Word (go to a bible believing church and read it for yourself daily), learn to walk in His fellowship (start to become aware of His presence and include Him in every aspect of your life no matter how big or small) and learn how to pour out your heart in worship (sing songs of love to Him and know that as you pour out your love He is pouring out His).
These three things will cause you to grow strong in your walk with Christ:
The Word
The fellowship
The communion of love (worship).
Do these things remembering that the wonderful Holy Spirit of God is with you constantly as Friend, Teacher and Comforter. He is the One who will reveal the Father's heart to you. He is the One who will reveal the awesome power of God's grace to you and He is the One who will cause you to know the great love of Jesus Christ.
I will be praying for you my friend.
Many blessings in His wonderful Name,
your brother Larry.