pinkangel44
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- Feb 26, 2006
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I truly don,t know how much i can take.I have full custody of my grandson of 4 years old.I have fallen out with my daughter as she has hurt me deeply.we don,t talk as i found seringes in my grandson,s bedroom putting him at risk.I can forgive her and pray for her but choose to keep away,yet i,ve heard she is having to have an hysterectomy,blood tranfusion at the tender age of 21.Then today my son and his partner were told their baby is serverly brain damage and have to make a huge decision by Monday to determinate the pregnancy(i,m against).Everyday i,m told my other son is up to no good,he,s 27 left home (how on earth do i deal with him)he,s a drug addict.Bangs the door when needing something but never ask how i,m doing.It feels so terrible and my head is a mess yet i know i have to be strong for my grandson.I guess i feel alone in all this and want to scream out to God.my prayers are weak im slow to learn yet i,m eager to feel God,s presents and tell me Its going to be ok.