I am going to take a at least 3 years chartered tests while still doing my current work. The study and tests process will be long, hard and quite expensive. I made this decision after a long period of thinking and talking with God. It's another big transition for me after my faith conversion. I have confidence to deal with it, I know God be with me, as always. But still, I know I don't have adequate fundamentals and proof (in the world) to tell me that I will succeed.
David overcomed his fabulous enemies on faith of God. I think I should do as he did. Without God, I can do nothing to my future. With God throught faith, I can do everything God want me to do. I prayed and know firmly this transition is the grace from God. I know I still have worries, fears, tension and even dread to the unknownable future. However, I know that power of God emerges throught these. I will do what God tell me and walk with Him.
Amen!