Forgiveness and forgive

[whiterhino77]

How do I get forgiveness and ask God for forgiveness when all I feel is darkness everytime I try I always get knocked down I always do dumb stuff I know this sound dumb but I'm emotionally unstable I always do things to make her upset I've attempted suicide 3 time last year all I want I love her she wants to let go I can't it's to hard I moved to Maine and started self harming after I moved her I've created a monster in this relationship and I've tried talking to pastors and preachers breaking down in church and everyone seems to make me feel like a drug addict.or a bum and I want.a relationship with god that's the only way things will get better I need help

 

[Br. Bear]

Greetings,

may i strongly suggest that you make your relationship with God your firt and foremost priority and let Him sort out the rest?

We all need His peace, which is only accessable through faith in His Son, Jesus Christ, Who loved, and does love, us and gave His life for our forgiveness, not that we were/are worthy but because of God's Love. We need His peace to be able to properly do relationship with Him and from there, only from there, do relationship properly and in love, with others.

Jesus Christ is the Lord


Bless you ....><>