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[Yamira]

Hi my sisters and brothers, Blessings. I must say thankfully I don't go threw those tormenting thoughts how I used to that caused an anxiety so immensely, I believe The Lord is at work within my heart.
As I was in my prayer journal, I like to write my prayer, like a letter between me and Father God threw Jesus where I also write what's being spoken in my heart and look in the bible to make sure it comes in an agreement with the word and it does... So i dont really remember but i think it was yesterday as I was writing in my prayer journal, I believe it was God when a thought came to me "Repent and come to me" I searched it up in the word and for sure enough in
"Now repent of your sins and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped away."
Act 3:19
So because I also see certain things that I do & see things among my children. I'm asking the Lord to help me repent in areas where I need to... Which is alot & gosh did I make a mess... 1 of the things that I felt was revealed to me was some form of like generation curse, Which seeing what I'm living it myself is a truly sadden heartfelt what is happening to me right now... How can I go about it without feeling self condemning myself and believing God will work it out? I don't want to make a painful decision without because I have hope God will work everything for good...

 

[Andyindauk]

Hi my sisters and brothers, Blessings. I must say thankfully I don't go threw those tormenting thoughts how I used to that caused an anxiety so immensely, I believe The Lord is at work within my heart.
As I was in my prayer journal, I like to write my prayer, like a letter between me and Father God threw Jesus where I also write what's being spoken in my heart and look in the bible to make sure it comes in an agreement with the word and it does... So i dont really remember but i think it was yesterday as I was writing in my prayer journal, I believe it was God when a thought came to me "Repent and come to me" I searched it up in the word and for sure enough in
"Now repent of your sins and turn to God, so that your sins may be wiped away."
Act 3:19
So because I also see certain things that I do & see things among my children. I'm asking the Lord to help me repent in areas where I need to... Which is alot & gosh did I make a mess... 1 of the things that I felt was revealed to me was some form of like generation curse, Which seeing what I'm living it myself is a truly sadden heartfelt what is happening to me right now... How can I go about it without feeling self condemning myself and believing God will work it out? I don't want to make a painful decision without because I have hope God will work everything for good...

Dear Lord God,

I love reading the posts of my lovely dear sister Yamira, she tries so hard to please you, reading her Bible so regularly, praying and writing down those prayers in her journal so that she can remember to thank you for your wonderful amazing answers that too often we take for granted, mistakenly ascribing them to hard work, good luck or coincidence. No, these are divine interventions and answers to prayers. Please God forgive us when we are so complacent and take you for granted.

Please Lord God, keep on revealing yourself to our dear sister, draw nearer to her and increase and improve her experience of you through the Holy Spirit working in her, giving her the confidence to worship you in in spirit and in truth. Please God help Yamira to worry less and relax in your provision and protection so that she can put these concerns to the back of her mind and focus upon her love, worship and adoration of you.

Amen

 

[Yamira]

@Andyindauk

Amen brother for your prayers In Jesus name. Ohh wanted to share something that happened today, well long story short my younger son Javier is dealing with alot of anger issue and being that he is only 13 yrs old we are well some says well typical teens right BUT I also am aware that the things the teenagers are exposed to like music & all but that's another subject itself but he has a tendency of disrespecting the older & even towards me but I pray for all my childrens. He had couple of incident on the bus that I even witnessed myself how disrespectful he was towards the bus driver, omgosh I went inside and started to cry & prayed for him and I do need to take responsibility as parent to correct them stern but also show love. So I went to the bus driver today and asked her how my son is behaving, she said she sees a change in him where his behavior has gotten alot better & even at home thank God... My son is so into wrestling & his motivation is well if he doesn't make the right choices there is consequences where he won't be able to attend wrestling practice & team. In seeing that, child like heart what are things that's hindering us to fully submit to Jesus? The truth to reality I know what's hindering me and yet I struggle to let go of things because of my comfort to this world... Changes are not so easy to do but it all comes down to choices we make.... Praise the Lord & thank God for Jesus but I truly don't want to take advantage of His love & grace you know... GOD IS GOOD Little by little I'm finally grasping God as a loving but stern Father that He doesn't want His children to be lost & Yes we have the free will... I want to change in a matter of 1 day but yet there is alot of dealing within my heart and Trust Jesus to help us. I hope this testimony will help others indeed and pray that I'm not prideful, self centered, BUT TO LOOK UNTO GOD JESUS AND BEAUTIFUL HOLY SPIRIT.
I can not thank enough of my brother and sister in Christ for showing support, love, & encouragement and would like to do the same for others. God is beautiful and words can't even describe but He is and all the glory go to Him...

 

[Shutterbug]

Hello Yamira
Repentance can be challenging some times. If you can understand the conversation between Eve and the Serpent, she understood his words to mean that she would be able to think more for and about herself, and live by her own will and rules, and all done through misinformation. Repentance means turning away from living by our will and allowing Jesus to assume command of our nature. Paul stated that he must decrease while Christ must increase; less of me, more of Jesus.

God is gracious in ways we can only imagine. It is by his grace we can grow into his grace through trusting him. Satan has a simple goal which is keeping us from wanting and living by that grace to which he no longer has access because of his pride. While we typically do not appreciate it, Jesus spent much time in prayer seeking the will of the Father through the guidance of the Holy Spirit. It is about hope: a hope for a better life that others may also know that same hope. Cheers

 

[Yamira]

@Shutterbug

Wow you know it's truly a conformation because my pastor preached about that very same topic. We truly must decrease and Jesus increase. JESUS IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO WOW BEAUTIFUL