Hello to all my Brothers and Sisters in Christ!

[blu_daisy]

Hi Family!
My name is Cris but nicname used is blu_daisy. I have been a born again Christian for 19 years but have backslided. I lost track of the Lord 6 years ago when I did something without consulting Him. Since then my life got better and i thought i was in good shape with Him. Bu recently, my world fell apart and i can't seem to hear His voice anymore. I miss Him and want to be in love with Him again. But i don't know what to do so besides crying my heart out to Him, i decided to look for help on line. I read how wonderfully happy you all are...and i wanna feel that hope, joy and peace once again in my heart. But i think the Lord is angry with me. I keep on asking Him why??? why??? But i can't hear Him. He is silent.

I am sorry if i have brought sadness to this forum...i just want to hear from God again.

Thank you all and God bless you more,

Cristina

 

[Chad]

Psalm 34:17
When the righteous cry for help, the LORD hearsand delivers them out of all their troubles.

Greetings sister welcome to the forums. I believe GOD is the one that led you here (think about that for a moment, its a sweet thought). You will be blessed here by many members of Christ and the Lord will heal you through the Spirit of GOD.

God bless you

 

[stephen]

Hello Christina, Welcome to 'talkjesus' You will be blessed and encouraged in God, as you visit, and look around

God Bless You

 

[4Given]

hey

Glad your a part of this site!I pray God will let u hear His voice.He's not far cause he never leaves us.We leave him.I hope u can draw closer to him.God Bless

 

[honesty]

Hi Cris and welcome, glad to have you here.... come on in... we all sometimes fall away.... we're not perfect... but be assured, he is right where you left him... just reach out and take his hand... and walk with him once again... Be blessed.....

 

[beccasmom]

Welcome Cris

Welcome to the forum Cris. I have a similar story to yours about backsliding and it wasn't until God had to cause several loses in my life and my husbands before we both fully yielded to God and His purpose for our lives. I am available if you ever need someone to talk to. My name is Robin and I am 26 years old and have been born again for 11 years. I have been married 10 years to Tony and we have a 9 year old daughter Rebecca and a son(Timothy) and daughter(Tami) waiting on us in Heaven. After I turned my life back to the Lord I had trouble with doubting my salvation and 2 verses that I would say to myself daily is John 10:28-29 "28-And I give unto them eternal live; and they shall never perish, neither shall any man pluck them out of my hand. 29-My Father, which gave them me, is greater than all; and no man is able to pluck them out of my Father's hand." I hope that this helps you. I look forward to getting to know you.

 

[anthony]

Hello Dear,

Welcome in Christ Again. I request you that please got don't think that god doesn't lesson any thing Who chreat the Man that God is hearing your Pary< David say that God you know my heart and you follow me where I go .

So please keep praying God will give the answer and he will fill you a holly sprit.

Anthony

 

[blu_daisy]

Hi Anthony!
Thank you for your kind words of advice. I really appreciate you takng the time out to welcome me and give me words of wisdom. I find myself in a struggle right now coz i am taking heavy medication for a back injury which has not only made bed ridden but my memory is failing me. Please pray, my dear brother in Christ, that the Lord heals me...i have been this way for more than 4 months now. Thank you so much and God bless you more.
In Christ Jesus, Cristina

 

[blu_daisy]

Hi Robin! I am so eager to chat with you and i have placed a request already in yahoo chat...just letting you know, dear sister . Thank you for your sweet words of encouragement. I must confess to you that i have a hard time comprehending some things coz i am taking heavy medication for my slipped disc so i had to re-read your welcome text several times. The meds do this to me but inspite of this I praise God that i am loving this site and all the members with God's love. I doze off quite often during the day but when i awake this is the first place i go to . I have made this site my homepage now. Is God answering my cries for help??? Wow, He is almighty and ever so merciful!!! I thank you once again for sharing with me a bit of your personal life. I praiseGod for you!!! Hope to chat with you soon

 

[blu_daisy]

Lost in Love

Hi Cris and welcome, glad to have you here.... come on in... we all sometimes fall away.... we're not perfect... but be assured, he is right where you left him... just reach out and take his hand... and walk with him once again... Be blessed.....

Hi Honesty! I luv your nicname... I am so happy the Lord has led me here to meet all of you. I know in my head that the Lord is here with me but it has been so long since i have felt Him in my heart. Now, that i have joined this wondeful site i feel Him in my heart. I have hurt Him so much by backsliding and making decisions on my own without consulting Him....sometimes i thought He would agree with those decisions i made but i have totally forgotten how close i was to Him before and how i would'nt make a move without talking to Him first. What saddens me is i am back to being a baby in Christ once again and i regret it so much that the pure love and joy i had in the Lord is something i lost and want back.

Please answer my one question....i have never been in love with anyone on this earth as i was with the Lord when i first met Him....i was "IN LOVE" the best and purest love. It maybe a stupid question coz God is Love but will i ever feel that same feeling again as when i first fell in love with Him? Some people say not to go with your emotions but it was real love i felt and i want it back!!! Thanks for taking the time out to read this and text me....God bless you!!!

 

[blu_daisy]

Glad your a part of this site!I pray God will let u hear His voice.He's not far cause he never leaves us.We leave him.I hope u can draw closer to him.God Bless

Hi 4Given!
I too am so happy God has led me to this site. I have been looking for sites for a very long time and i have gone through so many...some Christian sites and some secular....trying to find solutions to problems and finally i think i have found the site where God wants me to be.
It's true that i have left God coz i did something against His will but at that time i was so confused already that i felt God wanted that for me too. Since then i have not been able to straighten or regain my relationship with Him. I have been trying but i guess He wants me to learn the hard way. it's like i feel and remember the great love of the Lord when i read all the threads here but He doesn't want me to get away with what i did to Him that easily. It's like i have to start all over again getting to know Him...Oh, am blabbering away...i know i have sinned and i confessed to Him before but i'm still confused as to what His will was for me then........i think guilt ate me up....and guilt is the tool of the devil as well. I might as well tell u a short story of what i did so u may understand more what i'm going through.
I was married to an unbeliever for 16 years and i left him coz i felt my walk with the Lord was being stunted so i left him without consulting the Lord. Then i married again and my husband now has accepted the Lord as his savior. But i now find myself in this dry spell and i have gone back to my old ways. Am so ashamed of that . Anyway, thanx for listening....God bless u more!!!!!!!!

 

[SpiritLedEd]

One thing I know, Cris, and that is that if you were genuinely sincere when you first asked Jesus into your heart, He moved into your life and, while you wandered for a while, He stayed with you and is still with you even though you don't "feel" His presence.
May I suggest that you obtain a study Bible (NIV or NLT, because they are easy-to-read translations) and study every verse listed under the subject of salvation? That will help you in your quest.
For starters, you might meditate on Isaiah 49:14-16a: "But Zion said, 'The Lord has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me. Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you. See, I HAVE ENGRAVED YOU ON THE PALMS OF MY HANDS,"
SLE

 

[blu_daisy]

The Lord Is My SAVIOR!

One thing I know, Cris, and that is that if you were genuinely sincere when you first asked Jesus into your heart, He moved into your life and, while you wandered for a while, He stayed with you and is still with you even though you don't "feel" His presence.
May I suggest that you obtain a study Bible (NIV or NLT, because they are easy-to-read translations) and study every verse listed under the subject of salvation? That will help you in your quest.
For starters, you might meditate on Isaiah 49:14-16a: "But Zion said, 'The Lord has forsaken me, the Lord has forgotten me. Can a mother forget the baby at her breast and have no compassion on the child she has borne? Though she may forget, I will not forget you. See, I HAVE ENGRAVED YOU ON THE PALMS OF MY HANDS,"
SLE

Oh brother Ed, i am a genuine believer in Jesus and received His gift of Salvation! But I have forgotten the bread of Life...the living word...the food to sustain my spirit...the Holy Bible! That's why when you minister to me here as others do as well, i crave for more...and thats something i have'nt felt in years. I have become handicap and use a notebook to type this in bed....i desperatly asked the Lord yesterday before i came to this site why He allowed this to happen to me...it's been 4 months now that i havent been able to walk...and i have been asking him to help me...but yesterday i cried out loud seeking Him for answers.....and he answered me....at once i found this site...and here i am....hungry for the word.....i feel like a donkey now that has to be led...when i read your text suggesting i read a study bible i at once yelled for my husband to get my bible....my bible is a "Life Application Bible" ...my favorite of so many. Praise be to God!!!!! thank you Jesus...thank you bro Ed