chihuahua14
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There is this girl that used to bully and harass me really bad in high school she was one of many girls who bullied and tormented me it was her and her other little friends who would do this anyways I have been seeing her around a lot recently and we are both now in our late twenties and this girl still tries to scare and intimidate me!
I saw her in a grocery store and I saw her before she saw me so I knew she was there and I just chose to ignore her and anyways she came up behind me in line and slammed her frozen pizza down on the conveyor belt behind me and I just ignored her and don't even look at her or give her the attention she wants I just kept minding my own business and continued to pay. Then when I was trying to put my stuff away she was like trying to bulldoze over me getting all in my space like trying to rush me out of the way and it is like she is trying so hard to get my attention and get me to look at her so she can be mean I guess. I just kept ignoring her and would not look at her and when we were getting in our cars in the parking lot I saw her looking at me.
I then saw her again a few months later maybe and she smirked when she saw me she is always trying to act superior and make me feel like I am inferior and worse than her and she is better than me or something. I always try to not look at her so I don't have to deal with her giving me cruel looks.
I then saw her again at a grocery store I was walking out of an aisle around the corner where the shelves are at and she was walking into the aisle and I didn't see her and we almost bumped into each other and I just kept walking. I then a few weeks later saw this girl AGAIN at another grocery store she was walking away from where she had finished paying and was walking toward the exit and I saw her and just looked away. I could feel her staring at me and I just kept ignoring her not looking at her and was just looking at the cashier who I was walking toward so I could pay and leave.
I do not want to look at this girl and give her any opportunity to try to be mean to me! I saw her again at a store after that but she did not see me. It is weird how I keep seeing her so much.
My questions are how do I forgive this girl who bullied me in the past and now whenever I see her she still tries to intimidate and scare me and bring me down? It is hard to forgive someone who will not stop hurting you! I get so tired of seeing her around all the time! Maybe God is using this as a challenge to teach me to forgive! I want to forgive everything the bullies did to me in high school and let go of all those past hurts. You all just don't know what all I went through during my high school years! Seeing her just triggers me and reminds me of all those horrific times!
I really don't want to keep seeing her. I will just keep ignoring her I guess. I just want to know how to forgive. I want to stop thinking about her and everything that is wrong with her and how she drives me nuts. I want to not look at the twig in her eye and look at the plank in my own eye you know? Matthew 7:3-5 I want to stop thinking about people who drive me crazy! I just think there is something really wrong with this girl. She bullied me in school and now here we are so many years later and she is still trying to aggravate me! Please help! I want to forgive I read somewhere forgiving helps you heal from past hurts. I want to be godly and do what God wants!
I saw her in a grocery store and I saw her before she saw me so I knew she was there and I just chose to ignore her and anyways she came up behind me in line and slammed her frozen pizza down on the conveyor belt behind me and I just ignored her and don't even look at her or give her the attention she wants I just kept minding my own business and continued to pay. Then when I was trying to put my stuff away she was like trying to bulldoze over me getting all in my space like trying to rush me out of the way and it is like she is trying so hard to get my attention and get me to look at her so she can be mean I guess. I just kept ignoring her and would not look at her and when we were getting in our cars in the parking lot I saw her looking at me.
I then saw her again a few months later maybe and she smirked when she saw me she is always trying to act superior and make me feel like I am inferior and worse than her and she is better than me or something. I always try to not look at her so I don't have to deal with her giving me cruel looks.
I then saw her again at a grocery store I was walking out of an aisle around the corner where the shelves are at and she was walking into the aisle and I didn't see her and we almost bumped into each other and I just kept walking. I then a few weeks later saw this girl AGAIN at another grocery store she was walking away from where she had finished paying and was walking toward the exit and I saw her and just looked away. I could feel her staring at me and I just kept ignoring her not looking at her and was just looking at the cashier who I was walking toward so I could pay and leave.
I do not want to look at this girl and give her any opportunity to try to be mean to me! I saw her again at a store after that but she did not see me. It is weird how I keep seeing her so much.
My questions are how do I forgive this girl who bullied me in the past and now whenever I see her she still tries to intimidate and scare me and bring me down? It is hard to forgive someone who will not stop hurting you! I get so tired of seeing her around all the time! Maybe God is using this as a challenge to teach me to forgive! I want to forgive everything the bullies did to me in high school and let go of all those past hurts. You all just don't know what all I went through during my high school years! Seeing her just triggers me and reminds me of all those horrific times!
I really don't want to keep seeing her. I will just keep ignoring her I guess. I just want to know how to forgive. I want to stop thinking about her and everything that is wrong with her and how she drives me nuts. I want to not look at the twig in her eye and look at the plank in my own eye you know? Matthew 7:3-5 I want to stop thinking about people who drive me crazy! I just think there is something really wrong with this girl. She bullied me in school and now here we are so many years later and she is still trying to aggravate me! Please help! I want to forgive I read somewhere forgiving helps you heal from past hurts. I want to be godly and do what God wants!
