Laeomis
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- Nov 17, 2014
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I have a curse I can't deliver. I keep getting pushed and shoved in my body, spirit and soul from within and without and it won't let me be straight and narrow. I know I can't get into heaven this way because everytime I get near the straight gate something pushes me off or snaps my head and knocks me off the path and I just can't get in the door. Some of it may be my body, but I know most of it are spirits because the Lord has shown me these things live beside it and it is not me because I have literally seen one come into me after someone prayed for me and I was in a deep love for that person after they prayed because I just felt fuzzy love and then the spirit came into me and I could feel the hate through it and my emotions immediately turned to hate that person for no reason of my own and I knew at that instant it was spiritual possession and nothing a doctor could heal. They weren't my feelings but it tried to make that hatred mine and I refused it and I saw the spirit go out of my body about a foot and I felt all the hatred gone, but I lost to it because I wasn't strong enough to hold it out for long enough and it came back in me and I just managed the hate so I could keep it on a low level and ignore it. So please bless me in the name of Jesus Christ because I can't do this on my own there's nothing else that can heal it and I know it's trying hard to keep me from getting into the promised land.