Start one thing at a time sister reeba.
Matthew 7:7-12 NKJV
Keep Asking, Seeking, Knocking
7 “Ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you. 8 For everyone who asks receives, and he who seeks finds, and to him who knocks it will be opened. 9 Or what man is there among you who, if his son asks for bread, will give him a stone? 10 Or if he asks for a fish, will he give him a serpent? 11 If you then, being evil, know how to give good gifts to your children, how much more will your Father who is in heaven give good things to those who ask Him! 12 Therefore, whatever you want men to do to you, do also to them, for this is the Law and the Prophets.
You need to ask God for what you need and keep on asking, you need to believe that you will receive it as well.
Pray to Jesus and ask Him to remove the depression, do this without getting angry. Ask Jesus to help you with your anger, do this with patience. Ask Jesus to help you find a better job, be on the lookout and be sure not to miss a new opportunity.
Furthermore, read your Bible, think about what you read, read a specific verse and pray about it, that will help you become calm as well.
God bless you
Faithful Son