The devil will always try to stop you getting to the Word, he doesn't let up,
1Pe 5:8 Be sober, be vigilant; because your adversary the devil, as a roaring lion, walketh about, seeking whom he may devour:
He will work and use all kinds of people around you. He doesn’t want you to have that relationship with God.
He will stop you reading your Bible, he will stop you preaching the Word to others, he will even attack you in your prayers, and he will try to break up relationships, put lies and deceit in your head. But we have the Spirit that is far greater in us then what's in the world.
1Jo 4:4 Ye are of God, little children, and have overcome them: because greater is he that is in you, than he that is in the world.
The above scriptures was recommended to me some time back, and I hold fast to it now. I printed it off, and made copies, it's at work on my wall, and it’s at home by my computer. So when I felt I was being attacked, I just kept repeating that scripture.
Remember our battle in not against flesh and blood, your enemy is spiritual, the only way to fight him, is through God's word.
Eph 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
Jesus will always help you, he is there to help you always. One day, I got so tired of the spiritual battle, I just cried out and aksed Jesus to pray to the Father for me, he did so and took the battle away.
Mat 11:28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.
You believe and it will be done. Seek the power of God, you will be amazed.
2Th 1:11 Wherefore also we pray always for you, that our God would count you worthy of this calling, and fulfil all the good pleasure of his goodness, and the work of faith with power: