pinkangel44
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- Joined
- Feb 26, 2006
- Messages
- 38
God Bless you all,I understand we have to suffer,i to understand God won,t put us through anything we can,t deal with but this week i screamed out to God for help.I feel so helpless and i no my son has caused his problems him self but three times this week he has tryed to take his life been in the hospital and discharged him self.If only i could crawl inside his head and rid him of the bad, if only i could mend his heart,reach out and comfort him. if only he would pray and ask to be freed of his addiction .I tell him time and time gain "God will free you and heal you",he did me i am a witness for Gods work but my son tells me he just wants to die.it breaks my heart not just for my self that i could lose anthony but for every mother that suffers like me and its out of my hand yet i hold him up and ask God free him of this evil addiction .he lives in darkness show him the light.I pray God will give me strength as tomorrow is another day and who knows what will happen. i,m not alone, I know but at times like this, it sure feels like it but i Thank God for this site.