I don't know what to do.

[for christ]

hello all.
I need your help and advice . please understand that this is hard for me to explain. but I will try my best to explain this problem.
yesterday evening was the worst evening of my life . and to make matters worst I suffer from panic attacks and depression. I love making christian friends but on this christian website I go to I have made some good friends , but I can't go back there anymore cos of one thing. and thats steve the admin . yesterday he had ago at me for trying to ''make people feel sorry for me''
all I wanted was a nice chat with my christian friends but now I feel like this steve hates me coming on this site. just cos I have depression and panic attacks (and that another reason why he hates me and he clearly don't understand my illness and that I'm going through I hard time right now and this steve guy really had a go at me which is the last thing I needed when I'm having a hard time ) . I try to tell him that I have a illness but he wouldn't not have it he through I was just making it up, when I wasn't (I'm on meds for my illness) . what I'm trying to ask is how do I chat to my christian friends when he always in the way and steve just won't leave me alone he try's to tell me what to do with my life . guys all I want is for steve to leave me well alone and let me chat with my christian friends (as they are the biggest help and the only help I got ATM ). what do I do. please help .

 

[Giggles4God]

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. It is very disheartening to hear when things like this happen. I had a similar thing happen on another Christian website, too, when I was diagnosed with Bipolar. I actually left and have never returned to that website. Instead, I come here! I REALLY thank Chad and those here who have made me feel welcome!

Pray. Ask God what you should do. Maybe try to explain things to Steve in a private message. Maybe even go as far as have your doctor(s) email him about your illness. If he still will not listen, you can't make him.

For me, leaving was THE BEST thing to do. I'm not tell you to do that, but it is an option when staying seems to be bad for your health.

BUT pray pray pray! I will also go to the Father with/for you also.

Father God,

My sister is feeling unsure, uncertain of what to do. She may even feel still in the darkness. I ask that You would be the Light. That You would show her the way, God. Bring her into the Light and shine in her life. I ask that You give her peace that passes all understanding. I pray this in Jesus' name, Amen!

 

[Brad Huber]

We live in a fallen world, and sometimes things happen that aren't very fair. Its just something we have to learn to deal with somehow. You could ask your friends for their email address and chat back and forth that way or even invite them here to chat. Regardless of what you decide, I will pray for your wisdom in choosing wisely.

 

[for christ]

hi guys thanks you all for the reply back however . when I log on to this website this morning I have just learn that steve has banned me . now I have no way of chatting to my christian friends and it has made my illness worst know that I can't get to talk to my christian friends . it seem things have gone from bad to worst . and I just wish that steve wouldn't of done this . now I don't know what to do.

 

[for christ]

I'm so sorry that this happened to you. It is very disheartening to hear when things like this happen. I had a similar thing happen on another Christian website, too, when I was diagnosed with Bipolar. I actually left and have never returned to that website. Instead, I come here! I REALLY thank Chad and those here who have made me feel welcome!

Pray. Ask God what you should do. Maybe try to explain things to Steve in a private message. Maybe even go as far as have your doctor(s) email him about your illness. If he still will not listen, you can't make him.

For me, leaving was THE BEST thing to do. I'm not tell you to do that, but it is an option when staying seems to be bad for your health.

BUT pray pray pray! I will also go to the Father with/for you also.

Father God,

My sister is feeling unsure, uncertain of what to do. She may even feel still in the darkness. I ask that You would be the Light. That You would show her the way, God. Bring her into the Light and shine in her life. I ask that You give her peace that passes all understanding. I pray this in Jesus' name, Amen!

hi Giggles4God
thank you for you wonderful post . I have pm steve but he's now coming down hard on me , I hope you don;t mind me sharing the message he sent me. in which he send me this
''i am away because i don't feel i can trust you.

i spoke to you and warned you that i am watching you and your pm's so your next course of action was to ask ppl to join ur FB and to email you directly.

that is not the way to go thinking ok i'll take my negative off here and hassle ppl directly.

once i am back off my holiday and that way i can keep an eye on you as again''

I've try to tell him (steve) that I have depression but it's just not working . I feel misunderstood by him and he's banned me so now I can't not talk to my christian friends. he doesn't see that HE is the one that is stressing me out . he so stubborn that he will not listen to me . I feel all alone in this matter and I feel like I have not one to talk to about this . I just pray that he will change.