I will pray for you Mio, the Lord knows your situation.
Justsavedvince, I will also pray for you, and it does sound like you are trying to take on the whole world. God is in control, we have to give it up to Him. He wants us to have peace in our daily life and not be all wound up over everything. If we are feeling guilty about anything, we must confess it, and the Lord will forgive us and instantly forgets it, and we will feel free to move on. Guilt is a time waster and steals our peace and joy.
1Peter 5:7 'cast all your anxiety on him because He cares for you.'
Phil4:6-7 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."
:shade: Calluna