I find it so painful at times being without mum. On Christmas day I didn't mind and enjoyed giving my house a good clean. That was my achievement for the day. But now after Christmas having got through unscathed I have holiday time and I just would like to be with her, my grandad and grandma. I have so much more in common with them than anyone else. I know my brother and dad would miss me but I just feel left behind in an unfamiliar world.
I am lucky, I have a job, a lovely home and friends coming out of my ears and on a day to day basis people say they love my laughter and love for life but I just look to be with her and don't want to forget a thing her about her each and every day. I even know there's no answer and I just have to trudge on but without her a feel I'm in an alien world.
I am lucky, I have a job, a lovely home and friends coming out of my ears and on a day to day basis people say they love my laughter and love for life but I just look to be with her and don't want to forget a thing her about her each and every day. I even know there's no answer and I just have to trudge on but without her a feel I'm in an alien world.
