Hi guys, Im happy because there r a place here to write testimonies..
God bless u all .. i find its hard to write my testimony with English but i will try..
I was born in a christian family , my mom was always told us about Jesus and how god is good so i was loving to hear about him a lot but i didnt have a real relationship with God and i didnt know him closer, I was founding the bible so difficult for me to understand and i felt that I m far away from him .. and every time when I went to a conference I felt always that i begin from the starting point and that I walked slowly In my life with Jesus.
When i was in high school i felt that i am so thirsty to God and when i was at my first year at university god was preparing me to be a real christian and in this year when i went to university i was living far away from my family in another country ( it was the most important year in my life) .. In this year God show me bad ppl who were empty inside..i found some pain but it a wonderful year ..
This year i had lolts of friends but i felt that i am alone.. my family wasn’t with me and no one could understand me like my family was doing. So, I found that god is the one who I can talk to him.
And when this year finished i returned to my country and family and i was searching for conferences becaue i felt I m so thirsty but i dint found for a long time but finaly at the summer of this year i was heard that there r a big conference so i said wow! and i decided to go and i remember that i was so happy and prepering myself to this conference it was 3 days
So, i went the first day waiting for wonderful thing happen inside me and waiting to listen to my favorite songs but nothing happened ..so, i said may be the second day will be better but also nothing happened and i felt that all songs was bored but i was wondered because i found ppl happy and there was a lady that touched me "a lot" because i felt she was singing from all here heart , I saw jesus inside her ,clearly and I felt like bible says “all that see them shall acknowledge them, that they are the seed which the LORD hath blessed.” Isiah61
At this moment i said in myself "؟؟ oh, there is something wrong ??" and i understood that god shew me bad and good ppl to choose what I want to be.
And at the third day i was saying in myself "This day is the last day at conference and i think it will be better." And i was waiting for god to do a change but the opposite happened toooo and it was a very boring time.
So, when i returned home I was sooo sad (cuze i was waiting for this conference for a year and nothing happened) .It was 4 pm and i was so tired but couldnt sleep.so, i enter my room and I was talking to god but when I was talking to him i remembered Genesis 32 and I said to god "I will not let thee go, except thou bless me." like Jacob did..i was insist and i was crying. I said "God.. why im different from this ppl why they was happy and i was not.. i want you to touch me like this lady, fill me with your spirit (Ephesians 5:18)" (my Aunt always said to me when u feel sad pray to god and said to him fill me with your spirit and therefore i remembered that).
I dont know whats happened at this moment , i was crying because i was sad but all that was changed and i found myself i cant stop crying cuze of joy and happiness and i felt love from the lord i caaan't describe it and i cant stop singing to the lord from 4 pm to 3am cring and singing and god put into my heart a new song ( i heard it at conference ) i found it talking about what i would say to go it says "i want to see ur glory ur power and my eyes to see your wonders ..there is no one is like u..between nations i will praise u with my songs and let ur name on high.."
And i found myself singing songs and each word in it was touching me .. i felt that i found a treasure and felt fire inside of me and when i asked about what happened to me, i understood thats the holy spirit .
Finally, This is my testimony and how this day changed my life ..
I ask God that this testimony is encouring to someone who r waiting for him..
He came to me about the fourth watch, Sometimes god use this way .. he want to see what we will do and he wants us to have faith and trust his word.
God bless u all .. i find its hard to write my testimony with English but i will try..
I was born in a christian family , my mom was always told us about Jesus and how god is good so i was loving to hear about him a lot but i didnt have a real relationship with God and i didnt know him closer, I was founding the bible so difficult for me to understand and i felt that I m far away from him .. and every time when I went to a conference I felt always that i begin from the starting point and that I walked slowly In my life with Jesus.
When i was in high school i felt that i am so thirsty to God and when i was at my first year at university god was preparing me to be a real christian and in this year when i went to university i was living far away from my family in another country ( it was the most important year in my life) .. In this year God show me bad ppl who were empty inside..i found some pain but it a wonderful year ..
This year i had lolts of friends but i felt that i am alone.. my family wasn’t with me and no one could understand me like my family was doing. So, I found that god is the one who I can talk to him.
And when this year finished i returned to my country and family and i was searching for conferences becaue i felt I m so thirsty but i dint found for a long time but finaly at the summer of this year i was heard that there r a big conference so i said wow! and i decided to go and i remember that i was so happy and prepering myself to this conference it was 3 days
So, i went the first day waiting for wonderful thing happen inside me and waiting to listen to my favorite songs but nothing happened ..so, i said may be the second day will be better but also nothing happened and i felt that all songs was bored but i was wondered because i found ppl happy and there was a lady that touched me "a lot" because i felt she was singing from all here heart , I saw jesus inside her ,clearly and I felt like bible says “all that see them shall acknowledge them, that they are the seed which the LORD hath blessed.” Isiah61
At this moment i said in myself "؟؟ oh, there is something wrong ??" and i understood that god shew me bad and good ppl to choose what I want to be.
And at the third day i was saying in myself "This day is the last day at conference and i think it will be better." And i was waiting for god to do a change but the opposite happened toooo and it was a very boring time.
So, when i returned home I was sooo sad (cuze i was waiting for this conference for a year and nothing happened) .It was 4 pm and i was so tired but couldnt sleep.so, i enter my room and I was talking to god but when I was talking to him i remembered Genesis 32 and I said to god "I will not let thee go, except thou bless me." like Jacob did..i was insist and i was crying. I said "God.. why im different from this ppl why they was happy and i was not.. i want you to touch me like this lady, fill me with your spirit (Ephesians 5:18)" (my Aunt always said to me when u feel sad pray to god and said to him fill me with your spirit and therefore i remembered that).
I dont know whats happened at this moment , i was crying because i was sad but all that was changed and i found myself i cant stop crying cuze of joy and happiness and i felt love from the lord i caaan't describe it and i cant stop singing to the lord from 4 pm to 3am cring and singing and god put into my heart a new song ( i heard it at conference ) i found it talking about what i would say to go it says "i want to see ur glory ur power and my eyes to see your wonders ..there is no one is like u..between nations i will praise u with my songs and let ur name on high.."
And i found myself singing songs and each word in it was touching me .. i felt that i found a treasure and felt fire inside of me and when i asked about what happened to me, i understood thats the holy spirit .
Finally, This is my testimony and how this day changed my life ..
I ask God that this testimony is encouring to someone who r waiting for him..
He came to me about the fourth watch, Sometimes god use this way .. he want to see what we will do and he wants us to have faith and trust his word.
