Hi
Here I am the closet christian. Talk about my faith when it comes up in an early morning conversation after a few drinks with close friends when I feel the call to but I kind of feel alone in my faith. Even though many around me believe in one way or another, I feel a bit like a looney asking questions and wanting to talk about God loads. I feel alone. I can now share and give thanks to God but I'm young in heart and have so many questions, so many obstacles, so many highs and lows but so isloated in faith.
God teaches - I learn but I want to learn more from christian people, people day to day. I go to church some sundays but feel exposed. I thirst for fellowship, bible study, anything and yet I feel very shy about the whole prospect.
A wannabe ... wanna more ... more God ... more understanding .... more knowledge ..... wanna wanna be that's me....
Here I am the closet christian. Talk about my faith when it comes up in an early morning conversation after a few drinks with close friends when I feel the call to but I kind of feel alone in my faith. Even though many around me believe in one way or another, I feel a bit like a looney asking questions and wanting to talk about God loads. I feel alone. I can now share and give thanks to God but I'm young in heart and have so many questions, so many obstacles, so many highs and lows but so isloated in faith.
God teaches - I learn but I want to learn more from christian people, people day to day. I go to church some sundays but feel exposed. I thirst for fellowship, bible study, anything and yet I feel very shy about the whole prospect.
A wannabe ... wanna more ... more God ... more understanding .... more knowledge ..... wanna wanna be that's me....