lonely

[robijntje]

I feel so lonely. Sometimes I feel I can't take it any more.
I emigrated to NL when I was 17. I feel more or less at home, but often I feel 'different'. I feel I don't fit in. I think and act slightly differently because of my differing background. When people find out they often start to talk down to you thinking I'm stupid, or ask things about England etc. I wish they would just treat me as any other. On the other had I've been away from England so long that I don't belong there either. I'm completly estranged. I'm stuck some where inbetween in limbo.
I come from a broken home. My mother abused me and my father ignored me. He just wasn't there for me. I didn't have any more realtives. My in-laws don't have time for me.Mum-in-law is sweet but is now 80.
My hubby has these mood swings and has moment when he's silent and grumpy. The last bout was the worst ever. Where 6 months on now. I love him to bits but now I feel I don't want him 'back' cos it hurts too much. I can't keep on kissing and making up if he disapoints me.It's just like my father in the past. He just isn't there. He leaves lots of major decisions up to me. I feel like a single parent here. It's so hard having no-one to fall back on.
It's an impossible situation. Only the Father can provide the answer but at the moment He seems so far away too so I ask please pray for me as I hardly have the strength left to do so myself.. It's hard fighting this battle on my own.

 

[4Given]

Your not alone

He said he'd never leave us or forsake us.Your in my prayers,God Bless

 

[lindadc]

Dear robijnte,

Leave everything to the Lord . Surrender to HIM . Go to a quiet place that you can find peace and go down on your knees and cry out loud to him . Cry ... cry... and cry ..... Confess to HIM and allow HIM to take over . His grace will see you through .


Linda.
GBU always

 

[lindadc]

I agree with 4given . JESUS will never forsake us . You, too will be in my prayers .
YOU are NOT alone ...
GBU always

 

[Snowrose]

Hello robijnte,

You certainly will be in my prayers. I have been in days where I felt alone in my struggles. Be assured my dear friend that the Lord is right there beside you. This is the time where we have to let go of everything that we want to control and leave it in Jesus' hands. "Be still and know that He is God" and to rest in Him.

I know that this is easier said than done but He is our source of hope and strength. PM me any time if you need to talk. You will be in my prayers. God bless you.

Snowrose

 

[stephen]

My heart reaches out to you sister robijnte. Lonely........Nothing can be more sorrowing.

Jesus said. "I am alone, yet the Father is with me"

Thankyou for visiting 'talkjesus' Praying for you

God Bless

 

[andrewnicholas]

Trust in the comfort the Lord promises us in so many ways.Just remember the 23rd Psalm - The Lord is my shepherd. I can relate to your sense of isolation.Do you have a church to attend where you can find fellowship and support.Very often in times of trouble we isolate ourselves when all we have to do is to reach out for practical support given by good people.I am sure many of your fellow Christians here will be praying for you.Please do not feel isolated and alone.I am so very sorry to hear of your trouble but the Lord is closest to us in our darkest hour.May He watch over you and bring peace and joy to you and your family and show you the way he has prepared for you.Amen.

Nicholas.