Praying for you Gracehill27 !
I do not know of any recovery centers. But I can tell you from my experience of being a alcoholic that Jesus is the only one that can truly free you from this enslavement. If you do go to a recovery place I would suggest that is be Christ centered and not secular.
And this is why, I know people who have quit drinking for years and years but were still enslaved by it. The quit on there own will-power through some program, yet they still "wanted" or "desired" to drink or use. I was out to lunch with a freind of mine not to long ago, and he was a drug addict, has not used drugs in 20 years, now this man has everything the world offers, house's boats, lake house etc... I asked him about how it was being cleaned, and he said he fights its every days, and the desire is still there (not exact words) he said he misses it, was not happy about it. Now I to was a addict and used with this guy, yet Jesus took those desires away from me, and it makes my skin crawl to think about the days of drinking and drugging.
2 Corinthians 5:17
Therefore, if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away; behold, the new has come.
Jesus Christ is the only one who can take that desire away !! he can completely free you.
I suggest seeking the Kingdom of God like you never have before, starting with getting on your face (yes literally getting on your face) and pray to God for help and forgiveness, all day if it takes that. Then I suggest getting into the word of God and doing a bible study on drunkards, it aint pretty and may just scare you into sobriety. Then I suggest the next time you mess up and get drunk you fast the next day, and do that every time you get drunk to show God you are serious.
When you seek the Kingdom of God all else is made well
Matthew 6:33
But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you.
Fasting is the only way to deal with some stubborn sin IMO
Mark 9-29
And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.
you are in for a battle of your life, put your trust in Jesus, most of the time the healing takes a while so be patient, and endure and keep seeking.
May God free you from this enslavement in the mighty name of Jesus Christ I pray for you