Hi,
First of all I want to say I think this is a great forum ! People are really nice and it's very informative.
So that's why I feel free to say what's on my mind. I really needed to talk to somebody and this is the place. I hope you want to 'listen' to my story.
As I said in my introduction I'm new to Christianity and that's what I want to you tell about. Out of interest I bought a bible last year and started reading about Jesus. The more I read, the more I wanted to know. And the more I started believing. I felt inside that all this was true. It was a very storng feeling.
Since 2 weeks I decided to make the choice. And I prayed ( without really knowing what to say, it was a first step ). I told Jesus I believed in him. It made me so happy that I said that, that I wanted to cry.
Since then I can't stop thinking about Jesus and reading the Bible and thinking about all of it. It's there when I go to sleep, when I wake up in the night, and when I go to work and when I'm at work. Every time I think about it I get a strange feeling inside and I feel like crying, it touches me. I really hope this doesn't sound strange...........but I'm trying to explain it the best I can.
It was a bit strange for me, because Jesus is really new to me and I don't know anybody to talk to about this, I don't know Christians. So it was driving me a bit crazy keeping it all to myself. It was even keeping me awake at night, thinking about what is the next step.
Untill I found talkjesus. I've been reading many posts and I read that I should ask Jesus to forgive my sins. So that's what I did last night. I asked for forgiveness and said I believed he died on the cross so our sins could be forgiven.
So, I really needed to tell all this, it relieved me. I really feel I made the right step. Do you all feel like this ? Thank you for 'listening'
First of all I want to say I think this is a great forum ! People are really nice and it's very informative.
So that's why I feel free to say what's on my mind. I really needed to talk to somebody and this is the place. I hope you want to 'listen' to my story.
As I said in my introduction I'm new to Christianity and that's what I want to you tell about. Out of interest I bought a bible last year and started reading about Jesus. The more I read, the more I wanted to know. And the more I started believing. I felt inside that all this was true. It was a very storng feeling.
Since 2 weeks I decided to make the choice. And I prayed ( without really knowing what to say, it was a first step ). I told Jesus I believed in him. It made me so happy that I said that, that I wanted to cry.
Since then I can't stop thinking about Jesus and reading the Bible and thinking about all of it. It's there when I go to sleep, when I wake up in the night, and when I go to work and when I'm at work. Every time I think about it I get a strange feeling inside and I feel like crying, it touches me. I really hope this doesn't sound strange...........but I'm trying to explain it the best I can.
It was a bit strange for me, because Jesus is really new to me and I don't know anybody to talk to about this, I don't know Christians. So it was driving me a bit crazy keeping it all to myself. It was even keeping me awake at night, thinking about what is the next step.
Untill I found talkjesus. I've been reading many posts and I read that I should ask Jesus to forgive my sins. So that's what I did last night. I asked for forgiveness and said I believed he died on the cross so our sins could be forgiven.
So, I really needed to tell all this, it relieved me. I really feel I made the right step. Do you all feel like this ? Thank you for 'listening'
