hello everyone. i have quite a long story so bare with me please. i'm 25 and recently married. my husband and i have been together for about 2 1/2 years. my mother is from israel and i was raised as a jew. although i was jewish, i was not religious and did not believe in God. i've had quite a difficult life, which i suppose made it easier for me to find God and Jesus. for the past three years or so, i've been connected to God, but it wasn't until about half a year ago that i accepted Jesus. my husband comes from a family that used to be christian and was very serious about it. he always rejected his family's beliefs even as a young child. he's a very intellectual person and needs to feel like he's the only one in control of his life. my husband is 24, and has had a very good life. his family is amazing and he has been well loved. but he is struggling in finding himself, as am i. however, since accepting jesus into my life, i've made incredible progress. whereas, my husband remains static. as a result, our marriage is suffering. i've made suggestions to him several times, to try praying and ask God to show him a sign as to whether he exists or not. i've suggested books for him to read. but he fights it tooth and nail. we'll have many discussions, after heated arguments, and it'll seem as though he understands, but then nothing will happen. he'll go back to being consumed with his computer, interent, etc. i'm at a loss. i feel trapped and held down.
