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This is pretty long, but good....
For those who don't know, Beth Moore is a well-known women's Bible
teacher based in Houston, Texas. She has written several books and does
videos of Bible teaching from around the world.)
Knoxville airport all waiting to board planes: I had the Bible on my
lap and was very intent upon what I was doing. I'd had a marvelous
morning with the Lord. I say that because I want to tell you it is a
scary thing to have the Spirit of God really working in you. You could
end up doing some things you never would have done otherwise. Life in
the Spirit can be dangerous for a thousand reasons not the least of
which is your ego...
I tried to keep from staring but he was such a strange sight. Humped
over in a wheelchair, he was skin and bones, dressed in clothes that
obviously fit when he was at least twenty pounds heavier. His knees
protruded from his trousers, and his shoulders looked like the
coathanger
was still in his shirt. His hands looked like tangled masses of
veins and bones. The strangest part of him was his hair and nails.
Stringy grey hair hung well over his shoulders and down part of his
back. His fingernails were long. Clean, but strangely out of place on an
old
man.
I looked down at my Bible as fast as I could, discomfort burning my
face. As I tried to imagine what his story might have been, I found
myself wondering if I'd just had a Howard Hughes sighting. Then, I
remembered reading somewhere that he was dead. So this man in the
airport...an impersonator maybe? Was a camera on us somewhere?....
There I sat trying to concentrate on the Word to keep from being
concerned about a thin slice of humanity served on a wheelchair only a
few seats from me. All the while my heart was growing more and more
overwhelmed with a feeling for him. Let's admit it. Curiosity is a
heap
more comfortable than true concern,and suddenly I was awash with
aching
emotion for this bizarre-looking old man.
I had walked with God long enough to see the handwriting on the wall.
I 've learned that when I begin to feel what God feels, something so
contrary to my natural feelings, something dramatic is bound to
happen.
And it may be embarrassing. I immediately began to resist because I
could feel God working on my spirit and I started arguing with God in
my
mind. "Oh no, God please no." I looked up at the ceiling as if I could
stare straight through it into heaven and said, " Don't make me
witness
to this man. Not right here and now. Please. I'll do anything. Put me
on the same plane, but don't make me get up here and witness to this
man
in front of this gawking audience. Please, Lord!"
There I sat in the blue vinyl chair begging His Highness, "Please
don't make me witness to this man. Not now. I'll do it on the plane.
Then I heard it..."I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to
brush his hair."
The words were so clear, my heart leapt into my throat, and my
thoughts spun like a top. Do I witness to the man or brush his hair?
No
brainer. I looked straight back up at the ceiling and said, "God, as I
live and breathe, I want you to know I am ready to witness to this
man.
I'm on this Lord. I'm you're girl! You've never seen a woman witness
to
a man faster in your life. What difference does it make if his hair is
a
mess if he is not redeemed? I am on him. I am going to witness to this
man."
Again as clearly as I've ever heard an audible word, God seemed to
write this statement across the wall of my mind. "That is not what I
said, Beth. I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to go brush
his hair."
I looked up at God and quipped, "I don't have a hairbrush. It's in my
suitcase on the plane, How am I suppose to brush his hair without a
hairbrush?"
God was so insistent that I almost involuntarily began to walk toward
him as these thoughts came to me from God's word: "I will thoroughly
finish you unto all good works." (2 Tim 3:7) I stumbled over to the
wheelchair thinking I could use one myself. Even as I retell this
story
my pulse quickens and I feel those same butterflies.
I knelt down in front of the man, and asked as demurely as possible,
"Sir, may I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"
He looked back at me and said, "What did you say?"
"May I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"
To which he responded in volume ten, "Little lady, if you expect me to
hear you, you're going to have to talk louder than that.
At this point, I took a deep breath and blurted out, "SIR, MAY I HAVE
THE PLEASURE OF BRUSHING YOUR HAIR?" At which point every eye in the
place darted right at me. I was the only thing in the room looking
more
peculiar than old Mr. Longlocks. Face crimson and forehead breaking
out
in a sweat, I watched him look up at me with absolute shock on
his face, and say, "If you really want to."
Are you kidding? OF course I didn't want to. But God didn't seem
interested in my personal preference right about then. He pressed on
my
heart until I could utter the words, "Yes, sir, I would be pleased.
But
I have one little problem. I don't have a hairbrush."
"I have one in my bag," he responded.
I went around to the back of that wheelchair, and I got on my hands
and knees and unzipped the stranger's old carry-on hardly believing
what
I was doing. I stood up and started brushing the old man's hair. It
was
perfectly clean, but it was tangled and matted. I don't do many things
well, but I must admit I've had notable experience untangling knotted
hair mothering two little girls. Like I'd done with either Amanda or
Melissa in such a condition, I began brushing at the very bottom of
the
strands, remembering to take my time not to pull.
A miraculous thing happened to me as I started brushing that old man's
hair.... Everybody else in the room disappeared. There was no one
alive
for those moments except that old man and me. I brushed and I brushed
and I brushed until every tangle was out of that hair. I know this
sounds so strange but I've never felt that kind of love for another
soul in my entire life. I believe with all my heart, I--for that few
minutes--felt a portion of the very love of God. That He had overtaken
my heart for a little while like someone renting a room and making
Himself at home for a short while. The emotions were so strong and so
pure that I knew they had to be God's.
His hair was finally as soft and smooth as an infant's. I slipped the
brush back in the bag, went around the chair to face him. I got back
down on my knees, put my hands on his knees, and said, "Sir, do you
know
my Jesus?"
He said, "Yes, I do." Well, that figures.
He explained, "I've known Him since I married my bride. She wouldn't
marry me until I got to know the Savior."
He said "You see, the problem is, I haven't seen my bride in months.
I've had open-heart surgery, and she's been too ill to come see me. I
was sitting here thinking to myself. What a mess I must be for my
bride."
Only God knows how often He allows us to be part of a divine moment
when we're completely unaware of the significance. This, on the other
hand, was one of those rare encounters when I knew God had intervened
in
details only He could have known. It was a God moment, and I'll never
forget it. Our time came to board, and we were not on the same plane.
I
was deeply ashamed of how I'd acted earlier and would have been so
proud
to have accompanied him on that aircraft.
I still had a few minutes, and as I gathered my things to board, the
airline hostess returned from the corridor, tears streaming down her
cheeks. She said, "That old man's sitting on the plane, sobbing. Why
did
you do that? What made you do that?"
I said "Do you know Jesus? He can be the bossiest thing!" And we got
to share.
I learned something about God that day. He knows if you're exhausted
because you're hungry, you're serving in the wrong place or it is time
to move on but you feel too responsible to budge. He knows if you're
hurting or feeling rejected. He knows if you're sick or drowning under
a
wave of temptation. Or He knows if you just need your hair brushed. He
sees you as an individual. Tell Him your need!
I got on my own flight, sobs choking my throat, wondering how many
opportunities just like that one had I missed along the way...all
because I didn't want people to think I was strange. God didn't send
me
to that old man. He sent that old man to me.
John 1:14 "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We
have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only,who came from the
Father, full of grace and truth."
For those who don't know, Beth Moore is a well-known women's Bible
teacher based in Houston, Texas. She has written several books and does
videos of Bible teaching from around the world.)
Knoxville airport all waiting to board planes: I had the Bible on my
lap and was very intent upon what I was doing. I'd had a marvelous
morning with the Lord. I say that because I want to tell you it is a
scary thing to have the Spirit of God really working in you. You could
end up doing some things you never would have done otherwise. Life in
the Spirit can be dangerous for a thousand reasons not the least of
which is your ego...
I tried to keep from staring but he was such a strange sight. Humped
over in a wheelchair, he was skin and bones, dressed in clothes that
obviously fit when he was at least twenty pounds heavier. His knees
protruded from his trousers, and his shoulders looked like the
coathanger
was still in his shirt. His hands looked like tangled masses of
veins and bones. The strangest part of him was his hair and nails.
Stringy grey hair hung well over his shoulders and down part of his
back. His fingernails were long. Clean, but strangely out of place on an
old
man.
I looked down at my Bible as fast as I could, discomfort burning my
face. As I tried to imagine what his story might have been, I found
myself wondering if I'd just had a Howard Hughes sighting. Then, I
remembered reading somewhere that he was dead. So this man in the
airport...an impersonator maybe? Was a camera on us somewhere?....
There I sat trying to concentrate on the Word to keep from being
concerned about a thin slice of humanity served on a wheelchair only a
few seats from me. All the while my heart was growing more and more
overwhelmed with a feeling for him. Let's admit it. Curiosity is a
heap
more comfortable than true concern,and suddenly I was awash with
aching
emotion for this bizarre-looking old man.
I had walked with God long enough to see the handwriting on the wall.
I 've learned that when I begin to feel what God feels, something so
contrary to my natural feelings, something dramatic is bound to
happen.
And it may be embarrassing. I immediately began to resist because I
could feel God working on my spirit and I started arguing with God in
my
mind. "Oh no, God please no." I looked up at the ceiling as if I could
stare straight through it into heaven and said, " Don't make me
witness
to this man. Not right here and now. Please. I'll do anything. Put me
on the same plane, but don't make me get up here and witness to this
man
in front of this gawking audience. Please, Lord!"
There I sat in the blue vinyl chair begging His Highness, "Please
don't make me witness to this man. Not now. I'll do it on the plane.
Then I heard it..."I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to
brush his hair."
The words were so clear, my heart leapt into my throat, and my
thoughts spun like a top. Do I witness to the man or brush his hair?
No
brainer. I looked straight back up at the ceiling and said, "God, as I
live and breathe, I want you to know I am ready to witness to this
man.
I'm on this Lord. I'm you're girl! You've never seen a woman witness
to
a man faster in your life. What difference does it make if his hair is
a
mess if he is not redeemed? I am on him. I am going to witness to this
man."
Again as clearly as I've ever heard an audible word, God seemed to
write this statement across the wall of my mind. "That is not what I
said, Beth. I don't want you to witness to him. I want you to go brush
his hair."
I looked up at God and quipped, "I don't have a hairbrush. It's in my
suitcase on the plane, How am I suppose to brush his hair without a
hairbrush?"
God was so insistent that I almost involuntarily began to walk toward
him as these thoughts came to me from God's word: "I will thoroughly
finish you unto all good works." (2 Tim 3:7) I stumbled over to the
wheelchair thinking I could use one myself. Even as I retell this
story
my pulse quickens and I feel those same butterflies.
I knelt down in front of the man, and asked as demurely as possible,
"Sir, may I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"
He looked back at me and said, "What did you say?"
"May I have the pleasure of brushing your hair?"
To which he responded in volume ten, "Little lady, if you expect me to
hear you, you're going to have to talk louder than that.
At this point, I took a deep breath and blurted out, "SIR, MAY I HAVE
THE PLEASURE OF BRUSHING YOUR HAIR?" At which point every eye in the
place darted right at me. I was the only thing in the room looking
more
peculiar than old Mr. Longlocks. Face crimson and forehead breaking
out
in a sweat, I watched him look up at me with absolute shock on
his face, and say, "If you really want to."
Are you kidding? OF course I didn't want to. But God didn't seem
interested in my personal preference right about then. He pressed on
my
heart until I could utter the words, "Yes, sir, I would be pleased.
But
I have one little problem. I don't have a hairbrush."
"I have one in my bag," he responded.
I went around to the back of that wheelchair, and I got on my hands
and knees and unzipped the stranger's old carry-on hardly believing
what
I was doing. I stood up and started brushing the old man's hair. It
was
perfectly clean, but it was tangled and matted. I don't do many things
well, but I must admit I've had notable experience untangling knotted
hair mothering two little girls. Like I'd done with either Amanda or
Melissa in such a condition, I began brushing at the very bottom of
the
strands, remembering to take my time not to pull.
A miraculous thing happened to me as I started brushing that old man's
hair.... Everybody else in the room disappeared. There was no one
alive
for those moments except that old man and me. I brushed and I brushed
and I brushed until every tangle was out of that hair. I know this
sounds so strange but I've never felt that kind of love for another
soul in my entire life. I believe with all my heart, I--for that few
minutes--felt a portion of the very love of God. That He had overtaken
my heart for a little while like someone renting a room and making
Himself at home for a short while. The emotions were so strong and so
pure that I knew they had to be God's.
His hair was finally as soft and smooth as an infant's. I slipped the
brush back in the bag, went around the chair to face him. I got back
down on my knees, put my hands on his knees, and said, "Sir, do you
know
my Jesus?"
He said, "Yes, I do." Well, that figures.
He explained, "I've known Him since I married my bride. She wouldn't
marry me until I got to know the Savior."
He said "You see, the problem is, I haven't seen my bride in months.
I've had open-heart surgery, and she's been too ill to come see me. I
was sitting here thinking to myself. What a mess I must be for my
bride."
Only God knows how often He allows us to be part of a divine moment
when we're completely unaware of the significance. This, on the other
hand, was one of those rare encounters when I knew God had intervened
in
details only He could have known. It was a God moment, and I'll never
forget it. Our time came to board, and we were not on the same plane.
I
was deeply ashamed of how I'd acted earlier and would have been so
proud
to have accompanied him on that aircraft.
I still had a few minutes, and as I gathered my things to board, the
airline hostess returned from the corridor, tears streaming down her
cheeks. She said, "That old man's sitting on the plane, sobbing. Why
did
you do that? What made you do that?"
I said "Do you know Jesus? He can be the bossiest thing!" And we got
to share.
I learned something about God that day. He knows if you're exhausted
because you're hungry, you're serving in the wrong place or it is time
to move on but you feel too responsible to budge. He knows if you're
hurting or feeling rejected. He knows if you're sick or drowning under
a
wave of temptation. Or He knows if you just need your hair brushed. He
sees you as an individual. Tell Him your need!
I got on my own flight, sobs choking my throat, wondering how many
opportunities just like that one had I missed along the way...all
because I didn't want people to think I was strange. God didn't send
me
to that old man. He sent that old man to me.
John 1:14 "The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. We
have seen his glory, the glory of the One and Only,who came from the
Father, full of grace and truth."