Hi,
Since 2000 Ive been making radical reforms and changes to try and sort myself out. Nothing really made a difference, not for the best. However, as of 2003 Ive been trying very hard to get myself back to being a good christian. By Gods grace there have been enormous changes in attitude, morals, behaviour and I have even developed patience (very big deal ^_^), however, there are demonic interferences inside of me that are doing alot of damage. I am absolutely certain that I am demons strongly linked with the occult, some from my fathers Irish bloodline and others which Im certain that I picked up in Ireland. We lived in a house for five years that we found out had witches residing there in the not too distant past. My sister used to be harassed as was my mother, seeing demons on a regular basis. Im sure I picked something up here. In particular, I know that I am carrying a vampire demon and one of astral travel. I've been very suspicious about the astral travel for a while, and they were proven to be right, a little over a week ago I experienced it and almost left my body. That freaked me out, as you could no doubt imagine. I had a word with my mother about it, but she is very reluctant to do a deliverance, reasons being that she doesnt feel ready to handle demons of this magnitude, she is concerned that for instance, the vampire demon will be too strong and aggressive for her. This was very discouraging and I almost gave up. I cant wait any longer, the struggle inside has reached the peak of what I can handle and I dont want to know what I'll become if Im pushed to the point were I break down. Im periodically dragged down and pretty much imobilised to the point were I just cannot function anymore socially. When my cousin came over to visit in 2005 (who we found out wants to be a witch) things went way out of control and it made things even worse, she had the satanic bible in my room! And Im paying the price for this. What can I do? Were can I go? At this point I cant even fathom what freedom of this would be like and it certainly looks a very long way away. Ive done research on the occult and deliverance and tried to find someone who could help but get bombarded with catholic sites for exorcisms and other retarded information. This is the very last place I can go. I have nobody else to talked to anywere and nobody else can help me. Please can some one help in some way? Thanks for your time.
warm regards
Hiroshi
Since 2000 Ive been making radical reforms and changes to try and sort myself out. Nothing really made a difference, not for the best. However, as of 2003 Ive been trying very hard to get myself back to being a good christian. By Gods grace there have been enormous changes in attitude, morals, behaviour and I have even developed patience (very big deal ^_^), however, there are demonic interferences inside of me that are doing alot of damage. I am absolutely certain that I am demons strongly linked with the occult, some from my fathers Irish bloodline and others which Im certain that I picked up in Ireland. We lived in a house for five years that we found out had witches residing there in the not too distant past. My sister used to be harassed as was my mother, seeing demons on a regular basis. Im sure I picked something up here. In particular, I know that I am carrying a vampire demon and one of astral travel. I've been very suspicious about the astral travel for a while, and they were proven to be right, a little over a week ago I experienced it and almost left my body. That freaked me out, as you could no doubt imagine. I had a word with my mother about it, but she is very reluctant to do a deliverance, reasons being that she doesnt feel ready to handle demons of this magnitude, she is concerned that for instance, the vampire demon will be too strong and aggressive for her. This was very discouraging and I almost gave up. I cant wait any longer, the struggle inside has reached the peak of what I can handle and I dont want to know what I'll become if Im pushed to the point were I break down. Im periodically dragged down and pretty much imobilised to the point were I just cannot function anymore socially. When my cousin came over to visit in 2005 (who we found out wants to be a witch) things went way out of control and it made things even worse, she had the satanic bible in my room! And Im paying the price for this. What can I do? Were can I go? At this point I cant even fathom what freedom of this would be like and it certainly looks a very long way away. Ive done research on the occult and deliverance and tried to find someone who could help but get bombarded with catholic sites for exorcisms and other retarded information. This is the very last place I can go. I have nobody else to talked to anywere and nobody else can help me. Please can some one help in some way? Thanks for your time.
warm regards
Hiroshi