Joshg21
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I don’t really know how to start this but here it goes
A few months ago I wa experiencing bad headaches, I am always worrieing that I’ve got some cancer or something that I’m gonna die from, this worried be sick for like 5 weeks til I couldn’t take the stress anymore and went to the doctor
They told me I was fine and that my head was just sensitive to cold conditions or a direct cold current. This didn’t reassure me too much but it helped a little, bit the past two years I have had al sorts of these thing happen to me, I would get some sort of trial and as soon as I passed it something else would happen, I don’t know if this is coincidence but also two years ago my bible teacher told me that those people who haven’t endured hardships in their lives would soon start
A few months later things started happening, at this point I’m super beat and can’t go on, then right after I recover (stress wise) from the headache incident something else started, this one is by far the worst trial I’ve ever gone through, I’m now feeling like the devil is attacking me, I have really bad anxiety so if just the smallest thing happens I think I’m dying
Anyway last 3 weeks I felt like he’s trying to take over my mind this especially scares me cause I have an aunt who is mentally ill, i can’t even describe how scared I was and still am, it’s been getting worse and worse and I don’t know how much longer I can take this I’m scared that I’m going to get possessed, today I felt like he was trying to make me believe
That is was hopeless and that he already is making me metal. Does God allow his children to be wrapped around the devils finger and does he allow the devil to ruin their minds. I read a verse a few days ago where God says he chose is by name and that we are his. I’m trying my best to believe that but I’m just so scared I feel like he just handing Me over. I don’t know what to do anymore. If you have any thoughts or suggestions please let me know
A few months ago I wa experiencing bad headaches, I am always worrieing that I’ve got some cancer or something that I’m gonna die from, this worried be sick for like 5 weeks til I couldn’t take the stress anymore and went to the doctor
They told me I was fine and that my head was just sensitive to cold conditions or a direct cold current. This didn’t reassure me too much but it helped a little, bit the past two years I have had al sorts of these thing happen to me, I would get some sort of trial and as soon as I passed it something else would happen, I don’t know if this is coincidence but also two years ago my bible teacher told me that those people who haven’t endured hardships in their lives would soon start
A few months later things started happening, at this point I’m super beat and can’t go on, then right after I recover (stress wise) from the headache incident something else started, this one is by far the worst trial I’ve ever gone through, I’m now feeling like the devil is attacking me, I have really bad anxiety so if just the smallest thing happens I think I’m dying
Anyway last 3 weeks I felt like he’s trying to take over my mind this especially scares me cause I have an aunt who is mentally ill, i can’t even describe how scared I was and still am, it’s been getting worse and worse and I don’t know how much longer I can take this I’m scared that I’m going to get possessed, today I felt like he was trying to make me believe
That is was hopeless and that he already is making me metal. Does God allow his children to be wrapped around the devils finger and does he allow the devil to ruin their minds. I read a verse a few days ago where God says he chose is by name and that we are his. I’m trying my best to believe that but I’m just so scared I feel like he just handing Me over. I don’t know what to do anymore. If you have any thoughts or suggestions please let me know
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