i know i've posted on here many a times and needing help every time but i need some advice soon and i'm getting tired of waiting for someone to come to the chat room. i'm still ok as far as my depression is concerned, still off my meds. i don't know what to do though, i have an appointment with the psychologist nov 3 (the day after my birthday and the day before i had planned on committing suicide) i don't know what to tell him. let me explain, the closer nov 4th gets the more i want to die and thinking about the note and how to do it. i want to hang myself with a bed sheet or shoot myself or more so take a bunch of prozac and sleeping pills and alcohol and hang myself. i sit here crying sometimes just don't know what is wrong or what to do. my psychologist says if things are bad again he will put me back on meds and want me to stay on them for a year. my problems are more than physical and mental, my problems are my heart being hurt time and time again (emotional). different things all balled up in one big ball. any advice on what to say to the psychologist without him putting me back on meds i sure would appreciate. I believe God is through jusing meds in my life now it is just a matter of sorting through my mess of problems. thanks for being there for me so far, please continue to pray and be there again or give me some advice. some of you i'm having a hard time getting in touch with so i posted this for now. april
need help, don't know what to do.
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April, have you ever heard this story?
One day, a man was in a little boat by himself. The storm in the sea battled the little boat until it crashed against the rocks, then the man fell into the sea. He couldn't swim very well, and he didn't want to die. He kept praying and asking God to reveal Himself and come save him out of the sea.
Well, first a big ship came by, and the captain shone a huge light upon the drowning man. "Need some help?" bellowed the kind captain.
"No, I don't think so," the man whined. "I'm waiting for God. He's going to come help me."
The big ship passed through the night, leaving slowly.
An even larger ship came by, and with a loudspeaker, someone shouted, "We've come here to save you! We are from the lighthouse and saw you here! We'll be right down to help you."
"No, I'm waiting for God to show up. He'll take me out of this situation."
Then the man flailed around helplessly in the water, wondering to himself why God never showed up to help him.
The story doesn't end there. Will the man accept help from the people that God sent to him? Or will he stay there being helpless and waiting for some big miracle to happen? Because he might drown, and that would not be God's will. It would be very sad.
Jesus said, "I have come to give you life, and life abundantly."
One day, a man was in a little boat by himself. The storm in the sea battled the little boat until it crashed against the rocks, then the man fell into the sea. He couldn't swim very well, and he didn't want to die. He kept praying and asking God to reveal Himself and come save him out of the sea.
Well, first a big ship came by, and the captain shone a huge light upon the drowning man. "Need some help?" bellowed the kind captain.
"No, I don't think so," the man whined. "I'm waiting for God. He's going to come help me."
The big ship passed through the night, leaving slowly.
An even larger ship came by, and with a loudspeaker, someone shouted, "We've come here to save you! We are from the lighthouse and saw you here! We'll be right down to help you."
"No, I'm waiting for God to show up. He'll take me out of this situation."
Then the man flailed around helplessly in the water, wondering to himself why God never showed up to help him.
The story doesn't end there. Will the man accept help from the people that God sent to him? Or will he stay there being helpless and waiting for some big miracle to happen? Because he might drown, and that would not be God's will. It would be very sad.
Jesus said, "I have come to give you life, and life abundantly."
Sister April,
We look to Jesus at all times.....In the good times, and also in the not so good times, even in bad times. We look to Jesus.
Do you have any Christian music you could play...... I find that I get a lift from Christian songs. Singing to the Lord can without doubt lift us up out of those areas of doubt and depression. We are all just mortals. Tomorrow is always a new day........For all "My help cometh from the LOrd"
Medication........If you feel that it will help.?.........we are praying.
We look to Jesus at all times.....In the good times, and also in the not so good times, even in bad times. We look to Jesus.
Do you have any Christian music you could play...... I find that I get a lift from Christian songs. Singing to the Lord can without doubt lift us up out of those areas of doubt and depression. We are all just mortals. Tomorrow is always a new day........For all "My help cometh from the LOrd"
Medication........If you feel that it will help.?.........we are praying.
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April, I'm so sorry I misssed you. My kids and husband are home on the weekends, so I get really busy. I'm so sorry you are feeling so bad. Please hang in there, go to the doc and tell him exactly how you are feeling. I'm going on Monday for a check up and blood work, I need to tell her alot more about my situation, but I'm not sure if I will or not.
HUGS!!!!
HUGS!!!!
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I think you should tell you doc exactly how you are feeling and if they decide to put you on meds, do it. I know meds aren't a first choice, but if it will help why deny yourself?
Keep hanging in there, I know how it is. I have a check up and blood work going on tomorrow at my doc and I need to be more open with her about how I am feeling. At times I feel like this will never end, but it's up to me to try to do something about it.
I think you should tell you doc exactly how you are feeling and if they decide to put you on meds, do it. I know meds aren't a first choice, but if it will help why deny yourself?
Keep hanging in there, I know how it is. I have a check up and blood work going on tomorrow at my doc and I need to be more open with her about how I am feeling. At times I feel like this will never end, but it's up to me to try to do something about it.
