right now i feel like my whole life is falling apart,im crying inside and out,soo much has happened in the last few months,or should say years.i had a fall 4 months ago and tore the ligerments in my foot and still cant walk without a stick,my sister died before christmas ,iv anther sister who is in i,c,u, she has bowel cancer ,so many other things,i live on my own ,iv had lots of time to think about my life maybe too much ,but i realise that over the years iv learnt to cope with hurt etc by blocking things out,well writting this is a first step to inner healing in this area as iv not shared this with anyone before,not sure if this is right place to share this ,i only know i must ,iv been a christian over 25,years and know Gods word,His promises its the only thing keeping me going right now(im 60 by the way)thank you for allowing me to share this and please pray for me and my family