ONE ACCORD PRAYERS

[rag4aCrown]

I am requesting prayers of believers to stand in one accord with me according to the Word of God.

Myself, I am under heavy attack. My mind, my body, my heart and my strength are all under attack. I believe God and His Word. I am believing there is no weapon formed against me shall prosper. However, my faith is under severe attack, as well. I feel as thou I am not standing, but God is holding me up. Amen.

Two years ago the Lord told me to fast and pray and I have, still, done it NOT! Because, my mother got sick, and is dying with cancer (twice now) and decided she needed me in her life, after all. The Lord told me the devil will be knocking on your door tomorrow; and there she stood. So I yielded to my mother, rather than God. She did not come in the name of the Lord, I should have closed the door, but no, I let her in; after all, she is my mother. The devil wants to keep us focused on this junk, rather than walk in the Spirit with the Lord. I used to be hand in hand, step for step with Him, now I question my own salvation. For I am not in right standing with God; and all of me is taking a beating. I know all I have to do is walk away from all of this and into His arms once more. I hate myself for staying; and I hate my life in this world. The devil rips and tears at my very soul; I cry but I only have me to blame. I should have been a doer of the Word, not a hearer only. Amen.

My son has fallen seriously in the enemies hand and is a drug addict. He is a liar, cheat and a thief. He is confusion. He just won custody of his baby girl and has been high ever since. Meth is a wicked source the enemy uses to destroy self and everyone in your path. My son tries to pull at my heart string; wanting me to yield and bend to his ways; when his ways I hate, his language I hate, his lifestyle I hate. He blew his income tax to buy a car with; yes, he put it up his nose. I say something about it and he fights me very violent. I am not scared of him, but God. Thousands of dollars are gone and he has nothing to show for it. Now, he requires me to take him to and fro to work. Yet, the ride God has blessed me with needs work and he has not offered a dime. My son is lost. I have given him everything and he has destroyed it all. Even the property and house I built; he rolled in and threw me out; I went away, with a smile on my face, rejoicing in God.

When we have respector of persons, we sin against God. So, I am not even sure that God is hearing me now, for I am still trying to help my son; while praying for those who despitefully use me. I do abhor his evil, and shun the thoughts of such; but have not turned my back on him. He is my only begotten son. I pray to God and watch my son destroy himself and everyone around him more; I feel the devil is using him to try to bind me to hell. The devil also knows me and he doesn't want me in all the world where God has called me to go. Every time I go forth, I yield and come back because of this worldly garbage they get themselves into. I can not save them. Yes, it is true, among our own kin, a prophet is without honor. In a vision I have seen, my son bleed from eyes, nose, ears and mouth; I was shown pulling up to ER and there was no one there. No one can save him; but God. He is proud and will not REPENT. No, he had rather fight me because of what I saw and tell him to REPENT. If he continues to run and will not repent, God will bring him down, even unto death.

Yes, I hate myself for doing what I do; and not doing what I should do. I hate my life in this world. I hate that I put my hand to the plow and looking back; I am not worthy to be His disciple. We can not serve God and mammon too. We will yield to the one and hate the other; or love the one and despise the other. This battle within me is great and I face it every day within this house; plus from everywhere else. I know I can not quit, God will not allow it; and the heaviness upon my heart He will cast. It hurts really bad when that happens. God is able to keep His hand crafted vessels in line and out of harms way. I suppose just as Job, I take it and much more. For it is the Lord that gives and takes away. Amen. So to those who say they know Him, and can thump the bible with the best of them; but yet have no supernatural testimonies to tell.... I have to wonder, if you know God at all.

May God have mercy upon us ALL. Amen

 

[Brad Huber]

Your mother is NOT the devil. She is your mother. Even if she is manipulating you into taking care of her when she doesnt need it, even if she is lying about the cancer, she is still your mother. You do not need to submit to her manipulations, but you better respect her. The Lord will be very angry with you if you dont. Glad to pray for you.

 

[rag4aCrown]

Jesus said, my mother, my brother and my sisters are those that hear the Word of God and do it. amen

 

[rag4aCrown]

come out of the carnal physical world and enter into the spiritual

 

[Brighthouse]

Sister Rag4aCrown Did you see one bit of scripture in the note you wrote to us that lined up with any truth? Do you hear what you are saying sis?? The word says to honor your mother and father that it may be well with thee,so how can you not honor her?? How can you say not to love another when you know for a fact this is true, to ALWAYS!!!!! DO! ( 1 cor 13:4-8!!) How can you say you are not worthy when Jesus himself made you worthy!!A conquer!!( rom 8:37) This is the problem of a believer who sees God in feeling and emotion,and does not pay attention to his Word!! So gird your loins sis!!

Because you know the truth as well as i do! Sister as hard as this is to say to you,as a dear sister in Christ you fully understand why I say this! You have been around the block a lot like me,we do not sugar coat the Word,nor the Lord whom we serve and love! Don't you dare curse God and die, as Job was told! You have finally arrived at the place you have always been dreading all your life sis! I sure know I did to! You have arrived at James 1:22!!! And now reality has struck your mindset! You have endured so many things things sis already! But this endurance is like no other you have ever faced! Like David against Goliath!( 1 sam 17:22-54!!!!)

There comes a time in our life when we truly see just where we are truly at in the Lord,we boast to others to be strong,we condemn others who are weak,and then when it is our turn to show others,what do we do?? WELL??? WHAT are you going to do??Cry? complain? moan and groan?? OR!! Be the true woman you have always been through our Christ Jesus!! The time of words are gone for us sis,we must act upon what we have always told others! We must be the example!! YES ALONE!! To face Goliath! We cannot consider our faults sis!! WE do not need help doing that!!

Enough people around you cannot wait to point out your faults,and you sure know the enemy is a thief!!( john 10:10) Look what David had on his mindset! ( verse 33-37!!!!!) Has not the Lord done mighty deeds for you to remember sis?? Of course he has! You know me well enough on here, that I would never look to scold you or ever be mean to you!!! ( john 1:14 sis!!) GRACE!!! and truth! Truth has not been much of a problem for us sis,it is the grace in our words to others, that lacks a great deal! We get on our high Mountain and spit upon those below thinking we are all that and a bag of chips,until the mountain we have been on, gets taken down low, because of ones own pride!! That sure happened to me sis!! Now it is our turn, and we do not like it one little bit! Now the grace! That was to anger you and wake you up from your sleep sis!! LOL( rom 13:11)

You do not wish to be babied sis,you have been through to much,and have wisdom to know when another is looking to blow smoke up your back side!( 1 cor 1:30-31)But what value do any of these gifts have to one who doubs sis??( james 1:5-7!!!!) Do not, I repeat sister, do not act on verse 7!! Stay in verse 6 only! You are NOT a loser sister!!You have already won! Remember what all Paul the apostle went through,please let me remind you! (2 cor 11:23-31!!) After all this! Paul, yes Paul said this!( philp 3:12-14!!) What?? He didn't learn sis?? Sure he did sis, so have we,what we now must do is what Paul through our Jesus always reminded us as a believer we are TO DO!! verse 13-14!) Forget what lies behind and reaching forward! What does reaching forward mean? What do we reach forward towards sis? THE WORD!!!! JESUS!! I know where you are at dear sister!!!!

Because I sure was there myself,and someone who loved me told me what I am telling you! I got mad! Anger is not a sin! BE ANGRY!!!!! AND!!!!! sin not! The sin is moving the correct anger from oneself, unto someone who does not deserve your anger!! Like I used to do! The true end result for us dear sister is this reality,we truly become what we truly believe!( our only work!! john 6:28-29) And sometimes are only fault is that when things are not going at all well,we use the wrong words, and give the devil like Job did an opportunity( eph 4:27) And what is the greatest enemy to a believers faith?????( job 3:25-26!!!)FEAR!! Fear is so evil the Word even calls fear a spirit!!! ( 2 tim 1:7!!!)

It looked to grip David, and it looks to take a hold of each and every single believer! Everyday! Hence why EVERYDAY we must speak the word of God so we hear the Word being spoke by us!!( rom 10:17!!) For the Word removes fear from our mind,so we never look to act upon it!

WELL!!! I cannot remember but one time ever I wrote anything like this sis!!!! LOL I did this for a brother in the Lord about 12 years ago,he got so mad at me,he did not even speak to me for well over a year!! LOL But sister just like you have already,he indeed found the escape Jesus had for him all along!!( 1cor 10:13!!) Tough to see in such a great storm sis i sure know this! I found my escape as well sis! YOU will to! IF!!!!! You choose to do what you have always know to do!!( mark 5:35-36) ONLY BELIEVE! I love you in Christ Jesus sis!! Now put on that coat of the lion of the tribe of Judah back on! And never for any reason remove his abiding love from you ever again! May the true grace and peace,and JOY abound always to you by the POWER of HOLY SPIRIT!!!! IN BELIEVING!!!!! AMEN!!!( rom 15:13)Sometimes sister we misplace what is already ours,and someone who loves you through Jesus reminds us of where we dropped this off at!! LOL God bless you richly sister rag!( proverbs 10:22) It is the blessing of the Lord that makes us rich,AND!!!!!! He adds no sorrow to it!

 

[rag4aCrown]

i do honor her, even thou she beats the Lords maidservant. She scoffs at me "I'll finally be rid of you, the day I draw my last breath."

Anytime we have respect of people who use the name of the Lord in vain and reject Him, we are not to take up with them and tarry there. But, go in amongst them, speak what God has said and get away from them; just like Jesus did.

We are to be with like minded people, abhor evil and shun vain babblings. Yes, I know what I have said.

Are you bound to this world and the carnal geneaologies or God? Jesus spoke, a prophet is only without honor among his own kin and his own country. Forsaking all, pick up our cross and follow Him. That means even our kin folk, for they think they know you; yes, maybe what I once was, but she is dead in Him and has been made brand new. Though I may look the same, my mind, my heart and attitude is not earth bound.

Do you know Him?
What is consuming your heart?
As I live, move and breath, I do so unto God. Amen

 

[rag4aCrown]

yes, my brother, i ask for you to bare my burdens with me; is it to much to ask of you? I should believe not.

I literally want to run away with my Lord; and do what He called me for.

Do you not hear my grief? being torn in the spiritual, because of the carnally minded?

 

[rag4aCrown]

God bless you all

 

[Brighthouse]

I understand this sis Rag! My mom only thought of herself,it is all she ever cared about! She would even remind me how small I was compared to her needs! For 3 years I endured this hardship,not being mean to her in any way,because!! She expected me to! For 3 long years i endured,and the day I prayed for her,I only thanked the Lord he heard my prayer! I never repeated my prayer to the Lord,he heard me the first time! I did as Moses did, I stood in the gap for my mom,after 3 years of hearing how sorry I was,and how much I caused her own needs to suffer, because this was all my fault,on a cold September afternoon as rain was falling, mom knocked on my bedroom door,she said" i never thought I would ever say this to you,a son who has loved someone more then there own mother,the tears I cried when you hurt me so saying how much more Jesus is to you then me!

It has been about 3 years now,I never saw such a change in a person,this could only be Jesus himself! Would you pray for me mark, my son? LOL Are you kidding mom?? SURE I will!! She opened her arms to me for the first time in 3 years,and thanked God for what he did in me! After praying for her, Holy Spirit fell upon us both,she was never the same after that sis! 5 days before she died,she has a vision of the Lord coming to her to take her through heaven to where the saints would dwell,the last words she spoke before she went to be with the Lord were." I used to remember only sorrow,now I am so thankful for his grace upon all of our lives! Believing prayer works sis!

 

[Brighthouse]

Hey sis!! I sure do love you in our Jesus!! amen!

 

[rag4aCrown]

yes, brother, I understand longsuffering. God heard my prayer; and removed me from her for seven months. God is amazing for she has surely changed a bit. However, sits weeping while she says " I don't want you to pray for me no more." I said, "I havent. He heard me the first time I prayed." Now, she asked questions and wants to know a little more. She isn't my short coming anymore, but my son.

 

[rag4aCrown]

thank you, my brother, for sharing with me about your mom. Sincerely, thank you.

 

[rag4aCrown]

funny thing is brother, i am not angry at any of your words; because I know how little bitty I am. I am not asleep; I recognize the spirits at work, here. However, when they attack, the Lord keeps my mouth. God knows best and has said not to cast our pearls before the swine to be trampled under foot. I speak in regards of my son.

 

[Fragrant Grace]

@rag4aCrown

It sounds like your life and emotions are in total turmoil

Look to the Lord and His word...keep focused on Him not on self....His word will never fail you

Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace, whose mind is stayed on Thee: because he trusteth in Thee.
Isaiah 26:3

Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through Him that loved us.
For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor powers, nor things present, nor things to come,
Nor height, nor depth, nor any other creature, shall be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord.
Romans 8:37-39

Blessings and peace

 

[Chopper]

Hi there rag4aCrown. Interesting name. Lets see, you made your initial post Feb 28th. Before I comment on your situation, I'd like to hear how things are going right now. I joined this Forum not long ago, and a friend told me about you and I'd like to help if the Lord wills and you want help. I'm a Christian Counselor, pastor, and shepherd of hurting sheep like you. For fifty years I rode the highways on my Harley Hawg and ministered to quite a few hurting bikers. If the Lord helped them, He'll help you.

Please let me know.
Chopper

 

[rag4aCrown]

blessings brother @Chopper; I am in Him and He is in me, and we go unto the Father. He never leaves me nor forsakes me. This is how I am doing.
I cried out to fellow brethren and most continue to bite and scoff. I praise God He is not like us, He heard me, when they refuse me; He heard them too.
All is well, I lean on God and have given up trying to fellowship with man. Just as Jesus did, tell them what the Father has spoken to you and get away from them, don't tarry there.
Thanks for your concern. I would fellowship with you but only through private letter.

 

[Cturtle]

Father, we lift up this precious sister in You. Thank You for loving her and for protecting her with ps 91 and for Your hedge of protection. Thank You Father that You are her source and her strength! As she waits upon You o Lord, give her strength like the eagle's and hide her in the shadow of Your wings. Cause her to renew her strength for her hope and trust are in you. She is Your sheep and she knows Your voice. Comfort her Lord, bringing her much needed rest in You and Your Wonderful, never ending Love for her. Shower her with the blessings of Abraham, and be her cup of blessing. For thou o Lord are our refuge and our strength, we praise You and lift You high....giving unto You the worship of our lives that You desire, and the faith that pleases You.

Father, we plead the Blood of Jesus over her son and mother, claiming them for You. Thank You Lord of the harvest for sending Laborers across their paths with Your Word, someone that they will listen to. We bind the strongman from their minds and clear a path for Your Word to be sown. Demon of drugs, in the Mighty Name of Jesus, we command you to loose her son and set him free, for he is covered with the Blood of Jesus and you have no authority in his life anymore! Cancer in the name of Jesus you must bow you knee to the Lord of all...whose Blood covers this mama too. Thank You Father for the bondage removing, yolk breaking anointing to fall on this family. Father we pray a hedge of protection over her grandaughter, we thank You for keeping her safe. Thank You for Your mighty angels that are surrounding her according to ps 91. In Jesus Mighty Name, Amen.

Sister, the Lord our God says to you....blessed are those who trust in the Lord and have made the Lord their hope and confidence. They are like trees planted along a riverbank with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves are green, and they never stop producing fruit Jeremiah 17:7-8
And do not weep any longer, for i will reward you, says the Lord. Your child will come back to you from the distant land of the enemy. There is hope for your future, says the Lord. Jeremiah 31:16-17.
Blessings of peace and joy be yours in abundance!

 

[Wired 4 Fishen]

Father, we lift up this precious sister in You. Thank You for loving her and for protecting her with ps 91 and for Your hedge of protection. Thank You Father that You are her source and her strength! As she waits upon You o Lord, give her strength like the eagle's and hide her in the shadow of Your wings. Cause her to renew her strength for her hope and trust are in you. She is Your sheep and she knows Your voice. Comfort her Lord, bringing her much needed rest in You and Your Wonderful, never ending Love for her. Shower her with the blessings of Abraham, and be her cup of blessing. For thou o Lord are our refuge and our strength, we praise You and lift You high....giving unto You the worship of our lives that You desire, and the faith that pleases You.

Father, we plead the Blood of Jesus over her son and mother, claiming them for You. Thank You Lord of the harvest for sending Laborers across their paths with Your Word, someone that they will listen to. We bind the strongman from their minds and clear a path for Your Word to be sown. Demon of drugs, in the Mighty Name of Jesus, we command you to loose her son and set him free, for he is covered with the Blood of Jesus and you have no authority in his life anymore! Cancer in the name of Jesus you must bow you knee to the Lord of all...whose Blood covers this mama too. Thank You Father for the bondage removing, yolk breaking anointing to fall on this family. Father we pray a hedge of protection over her grandaughter, we thank You for keeping her safe. Thank You for Your mighty angels that are surrounding her according to ps 91. In Jesus Mighty Name, Amen.

Sister, the Lord our God says to you....blessed are those who trust in the Lord and have made the Lord their hope and confidence. They are like trees planted along a riverbank with roots that reach deep into the water. Such trees are not bothered by heat or worried by long months of drought. Their leaves are green, and they never stop producing fruit Jeremiah 17:7-8
And do not weep any longer, for i will reward you, says the Lord. Your child will come back to you from the distant land of the enemy. There is hope for your future, says the Lord. Jeremiah 31:16-17.
Blessings of peace and joy be yours in abundance!

I am in agreement with sister Cturtle in the name Of Jesus amen

 

[Wired 4 Fishen]

Jesus never told us to continue being a door mat. Some times there comes a time when you have to think of your self and what He is calling you to do. There comes a time we have to place our family and loved ones in His hands and trust Him and His every word.
It is not always easy but never the less it is something we some times have to do.
Blessings rag4aCrown.........He will not ever turn His back on you.
Jim

 

[rag4aCrown]

Thank you my brothers for being true in Him. He is my sheild and my coupler, my refuge, my hope. He is the One that wakes me up and lays me down. I am confident in Him that He will bring me through; everything. Amen
Blessings to you, my brothers, thank you for not ripping me deeper but doing what I asked for; standing in one accord prayers. Amaing how some "believers" still trust in themselves to know what is best and refuse to be kind to a beaten up vessel.
God is good and never lets me go. He is faithful to serve me, always and forever...