pray for me
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- Sep 28, 2009
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Hi,
I am in much need of something and I just can't put my finger on it. I have been seeking the Lord for over 3 years now. I still feel lost and on my way to hell if I don't figure things out. How can I do this?!?, I ask myself all the time. I have been told it is a process that you go through. But, what is that process? I really didn't understand how to be saved when I went to the pullpit that Sunday morning. My life hasn't been the same since. I have become more depressed. Is that part of the process? Is that what Ecclesiastes 1:18 is talking about?
For in much wisdom is much grief, and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. I feel like I am on the edge of a cliff just waiting to be pushed off. I sometimes feel like I am seeking Jesus without His permission, if that makes sence? I have asked Him into my heart numerous times. I still feel as though He is not in my heart yet. What can I do? I have prayed, read my bible lots..if not read my bible, came to this website to learn what I can. This is just an over-whelming feeling. I have even prayed that if it wasn't God having me to seek Him, then, for Him to please take the desires out of my heart. Then, before you know it, I am either reading my bible again, or on here reading and learning all that I can. I feel so miserable! This is very serious stuff. I tell the Lord that I can't continue like this, but I don't want to give up! I've gone too far to turn back now. Please help me! I read alot. Is it possible to over water a plant so to speak? Please be much in prayer for me. I didn't grow up in church, so this is all new to me, 3 years and counting. Please pray that the Lord would remove all doubt from my mind (my battlefield). I want to believe, and I need Him to help me with my doubts. I am sorry for the long post, but where I spend eternity is at stake...Any and all help in this would be greatly appreciated! God have mercy on my soul. Please help my unbelief.
I am in much need of something and I just can't put my finger on it. I have been seeking the Lord for over 3 years now. I still feel lost and on my way to hell if I don't figure things out. How can I do this?!?, I ask myself all the time. I have been told it is a process that you go through. But, what is that process? I really didn't understand how to be saved when I went to the pullpit that Sunday morning. My life hasn't been the same since. I have become more depressed. Is that part of the process? Is that what Ecclesiastes 1:18 is talking about?
For in much wisdom is much grief, and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow. I feel like I am on the edge of a cliff just waiting to be pushed off. I sometimes feel like I am seeking Jesus without His permission, if that makes sence? I have asked Him into my heart numerous times. I still feel as though He is not in my heart yet. What can I do? I have prayed, read my bible lots..if not read my bible, came to this website to learn what I can. This is just an over-whelming feeling. I have even prayed that if it wasn't God having me to seek Him, then, for Him to please take the desires out of my heart. Then, before you know it, I am either reading my bible again, or on here reading and learning all that I can. I feel so miserable! This is very serious stuff. I tell the Lord that I can't continue like this, but I don't want to give up! I've gone too far to turn back now. Please help me! I read alot. Is it possible to over water a plant so to speak? Please be much in prayer for me. I didn't grow up in church, so this is all new to me, 3 years and counting. Please pray that the Lord would remove all doubt from my mind (my battlefield). I want to believe, and I need Him to help me with my doubts. I am sorry for the long post, but where I spend eternity is at stake...Any and all help in this would be greatly appreciated! God have mercy on my soul. Please help my unbelief.