I cant remember when i last posted a thread , but i posted one when i needed prayer for my family...i need a prayer once again. And lots of it My mom committed adultery, but she confessed and we decided as a family to work things out and talk. It went ok for a while, but things started getting worse again, including myself. Im angry at both my parents, i dont really know why... Im angry with my dad and my relationship with my mom is beginning to change. I feel like i am constantly competing with my mother...its not the same anymore. And now, its like we are all drifting away from each other - like we are all living seperate lives. Im experiencing all these emotions of confusion and anger and not knowing whether i am coming or going...I left home for two months, thinking that things would be better, and so it seemed. but i returned again after two months and found that it only got worse. I have been praying for my family, that God would save them...And i also had a dream one night,if you could call it that. But it happened in a second and when i opened my eyes again, very awake, as if i just opened and closed my eyes for a second, i was filled with fear, cos in my dream God told me to give my family a message. And that message was(direct words)leave everything that you have and follow Jesus. In my dream, it was judgment day and i was preparing myself for prayer on a concrete floor in my garage,the day outside was very dark but before i could go i had to turn back and go into my house. In my dream its like i was being led, and i went into my house, walking straight into my kitchen. In the kitchen was my mom, dad, brother and uncle. I walked straight to my mom and told her: "God is calling you, leave everything that you have and follow him". i said the same thing to the remaining 2 family members. Once again, it was like it wasnt me talking although i could see everything. when i got to my uncle, i was about to say the same thing to him, but it was like someone was telling me to say: God has put it upon your heart to tell you that He is calling you and that you must leave everything and follow Him" and i repeated the words to my uncle. I walked out and as i was walking, the earth began to shake, and there was an undescribable pressure in the air that you couldnt escape. I walked out and checked to see if all was locked,and it was as if i knew what was coming. i looked outside at the sky, and as i looked up i saw fire coming from the sky and landing on a tree just outside the window. I turned around and almost ran back into the kitchen. When i got there and saw my family just standing there i got very angry - i screamed at them telling them to get down on their knees now, and start praying to God almighty. They got down slowly, and the air was becoming more and more full of pressure,i got down on my knees and took my brother's hand, but it seemed like he had passed out. But i knew inside that i shouldnt look down at him, but i also knew that if i prayed for him, there would still be hope for him. The rest of the family prayed together - and that is when i became aware that i was in my room again. i cannot describe the fear i felt...All this happened sunday early morning. I knew immediatley that i had to tell my family, i knew that God had spoken to me. i dont know how, i just knew.I went to church and as i sat there, taking in the presence of the lord, i looked at the altar and it was as if i saw a big fire there and the scripture appeared within my mind:"God is a consuming fire". I asked God to confirm with me what i dreamt and he did: the scripture verse we were given to read in church was in luke (about the fig tree that withered) the heading in my bible said REPENT OR PERISH;the sermon was about repentance, the hymn was about repentance(the only one that stood out from all that we sang)I was troubled at the message that i was to give my parents, but i had to. I did tell them, but i dont think they took it too seriously. I was so very sad cos the fact that they might perish if they took it seriously... the only person i had left, was my uncle to tell. I wasn't sure, so i asked God: Lord, what if he doesnt believe me". and God gave me the scripture HEb12:25-28 and the last verse of that scripture being verse 28 "God is a consuming fire". Praise God almighty, Amen. So all i ask of anyone who reads this, please pray that my family will know Jesus before its too late...please pray for me too, for i have been shaken into my innermost being through all that has happened recently, regarding my mother and everything else...
please...thankyou, God Blessyou
please...thankyou, God Blessyou
