Pray for my health

[dh charles]

Most of my life has been a struggle, physically and mentally. From almost dying at birth because of upside down stomach. to a hiatal hernia today that the specialist said I would not survive the Diaphragm s surgery. The doctor that birthed me,left me for dead but my father loaded me up in a car and took me to a big hospital.Here is what I mean;
Present; REFLUX/GERD WITH HIETIAL HERNIA NEAR DIAPHRAGM...motility test done. Diverticulitis. ADRENAL TUMORS. Stomach spasms. A-Fib. Polyneuropathy.
DX HISTORY___________________________________
Root Canal, L5 Disc herniation/compression, traversing right S1 nerve root; Synovial lumbar Cyst removed. 2012 Occipital Peripheral Neuropathy- nerve simulator in neck (so no MRI). 2010 Neurogenic Bladder - simulator implanted but taken out later leaving scar tissue. 2001 neck/spinal Fusions C-5, C7. 1996 Diabetes I993 inflammation of disc degeneration. 3 shoulder surgeries in ' 93 and '01. Male-Rotated stomach surgery at birth (scar tissue removed in 2004).

This does not even mention the sexual abuse and severe emotion abused while growing up.



Sometimes I wonder what am I doing here.I talk to God a lot and still live for Him. Also, I see the good things in the world disappear in front of my eyes. I live by His wisdom and not the world, but it is still hard to accept such outlandish ideas.

 

[AwesomeJC]

I'm sorry to hear about your troubles, Charles. Keep your eyes on God.

I will be praying for you.

Gob bless.

 

[amadeus2]

I am also joining in praying for you

 

[Christ4Ever]

@dh charles

My heart goes out to you for what you have endured my brother in Christ.

Yet brother! You still believe in Jesus Christ!!!!

Your testimony is powerful and in it moves the hearts of those who are bound by the flesh for that is all they can see. For yet you have endured much and still to the glory of God have accomplished much! Many who with healthy bodies could not do what you have done. The world may see and say that you are limited, but in God you are complete!!

If you had not known Christ Jesus, then the love God has for you in you that is not dictated by the flesh but completed in you by His Spirit. Would yet remain unfulfilled for others to see and wonder at in amazement for your faithfulness! For though you suffer still. You have not turned from Him! You still point to Him!

Our God ever remains your anchor though your body may fail you. Your spirit in Him will never. Until the day you are carried to His bosom! For which we pray is not for awhile that others may turn to Him by your testimony, and your words to us in fellowship may continued to be heard in the love words we now share with you as well Dear brother.

The world lacks this comfort and those without the knowledge of our Lord's saving grace though healthy in the corrupted flesh still seek what you have in spirit. Always remember that. For though you pain and suffer. Like our Lord. You will be a beacon of light to all who know you or hear of you. Even to His Kingdom forever!

I pray my words to be a small comfort and balm to your pain as my prayers go Heavenward for our Lords intercession on your behalf.

With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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[dh charles]

I have never

@dh charles

My heart goes out to you for what you have endured my brother in Christ.

Yet brother! You still believe in Jesus Christ!!!!

Your testimony is powerful and in it moves the hearts of those who are bound by the flesh for that is all they can see. For yet you have endured much and still to the glory of God have accomplished much! Many who with healthy bodies could not do what you have done. The world may see and say that you are limited, but in God you are complete!!

If you had not known Christ Jesus, then the love God has for you in you that is not dictated by the flesh but completed in you by His Spirit. Would yet remain unfulfilled for others to see and wonder at in amazement for your faithfulness! For though you suffer still. You have not turned from Him! You still point to Him!

Our God ever remains your anchor though your body may fail you. Your spirit in Him will never. Until the day you are carried to His bosom! For which we pray is not for awhile that others may turn to Him by your testimony, and your words to us in fellowship may continued to be heard in the love words we now share with you as well Dear brother.

The world lacks this comfort and those without the knowledge of our Lord's saving grace though healthy in the corrupted flesh still seek what you have in spirit. Always remember that. For though you pain and suffer. Like our Lord. You will be a beacon of light to all who know you or hear of you. Even to His Kingdom forever!

I pray my words to be a small comfort and balm to your pain as my prayers go Heavenward for our Lords intercession on your behalf.

With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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Nick, it does give MUCH comfort. I feel you really understand and that you will petition Him on my behalf. If God is for us who can be against us. He said take heart I have overcome the world. When in depression I will take heart in what you said. If in my suffering it promotes God's will then I am glad. God bless you my brother.

 

[Brighthouse]

Brother Charles,being 62 myself, having 8 stents in my heart,acid reflux problems being in at least some pain every single day,I sure can understand how one looks to steer a ship, without a clear map to go by! Feeling and emotion look to be a guide, but knowing that these are a human compass, is hardly worth paying much attention to!

Since we know brother Charles that we are much closer to an end, then to a beginning,please allow me to encourage you in what has greatly helped me,in both mind and spirit! I have become a very Word based man,it was not without its discipline and great change in my own mindset which aided me to become this kind of man now.( 1 Peter 4:12-14!)

It is important to truly know where one first is,before one looks to set sail! I Brother Charles am just a simple man,so what I am about to share is simple. The purpose for every life, is to seek why one is put into this life.Here is why! ( 2 Cor 5:18-21) Through much pain and sorrow,one is forced to see themselves as they truly are, whether they wish to or not.

Hence our struggle sometime bro. When we do,and admit our fear of the dark,or some other fear,we seek upon our Jesus to both help us through this,and correct this! But we also have a work in this,we must believe Jesus Word above our own feeling and lack,which we know all people have. We make a choice! People did in the old Covenant ( Joshua 24:15) And we do now also in the new Covenant ( John 6:28-29)

But choosing is only half of it! Now in our choice we must prove to ourselves,the believing has action associated with it!( James 2:19-26). Brother Abraham was not called a friend of God because he choose God,he was called a friend of God because he acted upon what he said he believed! Same with us brother! ( 1 Cor 16:13-14!) And what is the reward of those who endure??

A crown upon your very head good brother! It is not the crown itself that matters, but rather what the crown says to us personal from Jesus himself!! ( James 1:12!!!) Those who wear this crown,show all around them including themselves the crown is only promised to those who truly LOVE the LORD! It says this!! ( 2 Tim 4:6-8!!!!) Now set sail!! My prayers and love from our very Jesus are with you brother,for he knows every tear ( psalm 56:8) Jesus knows how hard it is,if it was not brother,everyone would do it!

Our Purpose is to endure,so that our very testimony can bring a light to others who so need to hear it! Life is not just about us,it is rather about all of us.May every blessing find you brother Charles, and find you most well!! For life is not sumed up in everything one sees,but rather upon what is not seen!( 2Cor 4:7-18!!) For the depth of love is knowing this!! EVERYONE NEEDS to be NEEDED!!( Eph 3:17-21!!!) Hence why God in is most wonderful love gave birth to our very salvation through himself! Even God needed to become needed! So are you bro!!

 

[dh charles]

I'm sorry to hear about your troubles, Charles. Keep your eyes on God.

I will be praying for you.

Gob bless.

Thanks so much. I feel better already. Let God's will be done. If I am to suffer. I give Him the glory.

 

[dh charles]

Brother Charles,being 62 myself, having 8 stents in my heart,acid reflux problems being in at least some pain every single day,I sure can understand how one looks to steer a ship, without a clear map to go by! Feeling and emotion look to be a guide, but knowing that these are a human compass, is hardly worth paying much attention to!

Since we know brother Charles that we are much closer to an end, then to a beginning,please allow me to encourage you in what has greatly helped me,in both mind and spirit! I have become a very Word based man,it was not without its discipline and great change in my own mindset which aided me to become this kind of man now.( 1 Peter 4:12-14!)

It is important to truly know where one first is,before one looks to set sail! I Brother Charles am just a simple man,so what I am about to share is simple. The purpose for every life, is to seek why one is put into this life.Here is why! ( 2 Cor 5:18-21) Through much pain and sorrow,one is forced to see themselves as they truly are, whether they wish to or not.

Hence our struggle sometime bro. When we do,and admit our fear of the dark,or some other fear,we seek upon our Jesus to both help us through this,and correct this! But we also have a work in this,we must believe Jesus Word above our own feeling and lack,which we know all people have. We make a choice! People did in the old Covenant ( Joshua 24:15) And we do now also in the new Covenant ( John 6:28-29)

But choosing is only half of it! Now in our choice we must prove to ourselves,the believing has action associated with it!( James 2:19-26). Brother Abraham was not called a friend of God because he choose God,he was called a friend of God because he acted upon what he said he believed! Same with us brother! ( 1 Cor 16:13-14!) And what is the reward of those who endure??

A crown upon your very head good brother! It is not the crown itself that matters, but rather what the crown says to us personal from Jesus himself!! ( James 1:12!!!) Those who wear this crown,show all around them including themselves the crown is only promised to those who truly LOVE the LORD! It says this!! ( 2 Tim 4:6-8!!!!) Now set sail!! My prayers and love from our very Jesus are with you brother,for he knows every tear ( psalm 56:8) Jesus knows how hard it is,if it was not brother,everyone would do it!

Our Purpose is to endure,so that our very testimony can bring a light to others who so need to hear it! Life is not just about us,it is rather about all of us.May every blessing find you brother Charles, and find you most well!! For life is not sumed up in everything one sees,but rather upon what is not seen!( 2Cor 4:7-18!!) For the depth of love is knowing this!! EVERYONE NEEDS to be NEEDED!!( Eph 3:17-21!!!) Hence why God in is most wonderful love gave birth to our very salvation through himself! Even God needed to become needed! So are you bro!!

I tried to reply but I was overcome with your wisdom. I was speechless...sort of speak. I printed it and will use it when I am up at 2 or 3 in the morning for comfort. I will respond in detail after I ingest it all. Thank you your thoughts and God bless you. I will say that I have always believed my purpose in life is to share my experiences with one going through what I went through and in the shadow of the Lord.

 

[dh charles]

I am also joining in praying for you

Thanks buddy!

 

[dh charles]

@dh charles

My heart goes out to you for what you have endured my brother in Christ.

Yet brother! You still believe in Jesus Christ!!!!

Your testimony is powerful and in it moves the hearts of those who are bound by the flesh for that is all they can see. For yet you have endured much and still to the glory of God have accomplished much! Many who with healthy bodies could not do what you have done. The world may see and say that you are limited, but in God you are complete!!

If you had not known Christ Jesus, then the love God has for you in you that is not dictated by the flesh but completed in you by His Spirit. Would yet remain unfulfilled for others to see and wonder at in amazement for your faithfulness! For though you suffer still. You have not turned from Him! You still point to Him!

Our God ever remains your anchor though your body may fail you. Your spirit in Him will never. Until the day you are carried to His bosom! For which we pray is not for awhile that others may turn to Him by your testimony, and your words to us in fellowship may continued to be heard in the love words we now share with you as well Dear brother.

The world lacks this comfort and those without the knowledge of our Lord's saving grace though healthy in the corrupted flesh still seek what you have in spirit. Always remember that. For though you pain and suffer. Like our Lord. You will be a beacon of light to all who know you or hear of you. Even to His Kingdom forever!

I pray my words to be a small comfort and balm to your pain as my prayers go Heavenward for our Lords intercession on your behalf.

With the Love of Christ Jesus.
YBIC
Nick
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I am going to eat with the Indians, as I call it, (I am only 128th Choctaw Indian, but my wife is full blood Christian Hopi Indian) I just want to say that thanks to your words I Now have a "War Room" (hung it up in my closet). From now on you own a part of any seed I plant. You and amadeas2,

 

[Brighthouse]

Thank you for your kind words Brother Charles,the Word speaks of his own people being destroyed for there lack of knowledge( Hosea 4:6) I have learned through Holy Spirit that those who do not stay in his Word,can never have that Word abide in them, which Jesus promised to those who would dare learn from his knowledge rather then there own!( John 14:23)

For as we both know our wisdom, even as our own love has limitations to them,not so through our Jesus! ( 1Cor 13:4-8) And so the promise of HIS wisdom is granted to us,because we have also received HIS knowledge of both ourselves,then others.( 1 Cor 1:30-31!!!) One more point! As hard as it can be to be and stay thankful,and many days we know this is so true,STAY THANKFUL!!!

For in so doing i have learned that DOING the very will of God himself will reap a great harvest of knowledge,to provide us with even more wisdom from our Lord!( 1 Thess 5:18-24!!!) "God sends who he knows brother,and God always knows who he sends!" Spoken to me one day by an angel of the Lord.Believe it or not! So I stay very thankful to our Jesus,for I know and believe his knowledge provides us with perfect wisdom!

 

[Christ4Ever]

@dh charles
Thank-you for your words once again dear brother!

That the harvest be great and that we might rejoice in the day, when we lay our crowns at His feet.
For we know He is worthy of Glory, Honor Power, and Praise!
Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Amen!

In the Blood of Jesus Christ whose bond is everlasting.
You are in my heart and prayers!
In love brother.
YBIC
Nick
<><

 

[dh charles]

@dh charles
Thank-you for your words once again dear brother!

That the harvest be great and that we might rejoice in the day, when we lay our crowns at His feet.
For we know He is worthy of Glory, Honor Power, and Praise!
Alleluia! Alleluia! Alleluia! Amen!

In the Blood of Jesus Christ whose bond is everlasting.
You are in my heart and prayers!
In love brother.
YBIC
Nick
<><

I can't praise God enough, I am with you all the way.
By the way; a long time ago in 1992 I was miss DX as bipolar 2, then wrongly as borderline personality then wrongly as multiple personality, then I was DX as dissociative amnesia identity disorder then rightly as a born-again Christian.
At 5 years some older ladies took me home from church. I stated to cry as I got out. I told the lady I don't think Jesus loves me anymore. She hugged me and told me that He will always love me.
As the car left and went around the corner I felt Gods love. Suddenly, I knew that He would never leave me. I still braced myself as I went into my home which meant sexual abuse at some point.
After this I would round up my brother and sisters to go to church and get them to seat still in the pew. I would play later at preaching to them in a little house in the back of our house. I found out later that this little house was where my sisters were sexually abused.

 

[dh charles]

Thank you for your kind words Brother Charles,the Word speaks of his own people being destroyed for there lack of knowledge( Hosea 4:6) I have learned through Holy Spirit that those who do not stay in his Word,can never have that Word abide in them, which Jesus promised to those who would dare learn from his knowledge rather then there own!( John 14:23)

For as we both know our wisdom, even as our own love has limitations to them,not so through our Jesus! ( 1Cor 13:4-8) And so the promise of HIS wisdom is granted to us,because we have also received HIS knowledge of both ourselves,then others.( 1 Cor 1:30-31!!!) One more point! As hard as it can be to be and stay thankful,and many days we know this is so true,STAY THANKFUL!!!

For in so doing i have learned that DOING the very will of God himself will reap a great harvest of knowledge,to provide us with even more wisdom from our Lord!( 1 Thess 5:18-24!!!) "God sends who he knows brother,and God always knows who he sends!" Spoken to me one day by an angel of the Lord.Believe it or not! So I stay very thankful to our Jesus,for I know and believe his knowledge provides us with perfect wisdom!

Amen. Many times supernatural experiences are hidden under natural human experiences. Many times those experiences are explained a way by professionals and others. You are indeed blessed.
Even so, I noticed that the closer the walk with God the more I am charged to repel the devil in Jesus name.
I want to add that I am not a slam bam but lukewarm Christian who love their own words. I am deeply depending on Gods wisdom and not mine.