prayer request

[whitedove]

I have been emotionally hurt and it is still hurting as i write this . I made a mistake a while back and drank some beer . i also have been away from church for quite a while . i had been at another forum where i thought i had friends but all they are doing is making things worse for me instead of helping me . i get told to get a life and to grow up i even posted a prayer to ask God to help me to be back close to him and i got bashed for asking that in the prayer section i thought they were my friends there but i guess i was way wrong about them . there is not allowed any bashing on that forum cause it is in the rules but yet i got a direct bash and the mod. allowed it happen . why do i keep going back there i have asked that question many times and i guess that i am afraid i would be alone and they are my only friends online but yet they are not really of God or else they would not have spoken what they did . i need prayers to get over the hurt that is upon my heart right now . to God for forgiveness in drinking . and that someday i can find a true Christian friend online who will not judge me and accept me for who i am . i got to quit for now cause the tears just will not stop right now . thank you for listening and for the prayers

 

[ladylovesJesus]

Dear sister

Our God is a forgiving God and He loves you so much sweety. As soon as you confess your sins He forgives you.

1 John 1.9 NIV

7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus, his Son, purifies us from all* sin.
8 If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in Your child I pray in Jesus' name amen.
If we claim to be without sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us. 9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness. 10 If we claim we have not sinned, we make him out to be a liar and his word has no place in our lives.

Prov.18

10 The name of the LORD is a strong tower;
the righteous run to it and are safe.


21 The tongue has the power of life and death,
and those who love it will eat its fruit.

24 A man of many companions may come to ruin,
but there is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.


I will pray for you as my heart goes out to you and i can empathize with you. This site is all about Jesus and we are here to help each other and not put one another down. I, too have seen that sort of behaviour and it saddens God when His people are behaving in such a way.

Jesus is a friend who sticks closer than a brother.

Father I pray that you would bring Your healing touch to this dear sister and surround her with Your love. You alone are the great physician and healer and You store all our tears in bottles. Thank you that You will do a great work in this dear sister. Help her to blossom and grow in You as we only have to please God and not man. You were there with her when she was being emotionally attacked and know how much she is suffering. Show her how much she is loved as Your child I pray in Jesus' name amen.

God bless you :rainbow: :rose:

 

[whitedove]

thank you so much for the kind words back to me and for the prayer .

Those who hurt me do not know what they do and i ask that above all else pray for them also as well but please put me last upon your prayer list cause there are others who need prayers faster then i do .

I once was close with God and with Jesus but i have since fell away . And at one time almost 2 years ago i attempted suicide by taking sleeping pills and drinking whisky . God gave me another chance at life and i was allowed to come back . i did repent of that sin and asked God to forgive me for that . He has been good to me , but it is so hard not to fall back into hurt feelings . i let a lot of things people say get to me and i really should just stay upon God and Jesus and let Jesus fell the empty space that is inside my heart . I do love Jesus with every being of my body .

the problem i often keep is letting others hurt me and that is part of my faults that i would like to see changed about me . i would like to be able to find a church that will accept me for who i am and not look down upon me for my past .

A lot of times people often throw things up in my face and tell me i am just trying to get attention , when that is so far from the truth that it hurts . thank you so much for keeping me in your prayers and i will do the same for you and for others .

take care and God Bless .

your sister in Christ

 

[ladylovesJesus]

God bless you tweety sister for your kind words. I am sure people do not appreciate the real you. You sound like a caring kind and sensitive person.

I used to get hurt by people too.

I pray that you find the people who will treat you as Jesus taught us to do.

May the Holy Spirit lead you to the right place to worship and hear the Word.

You will also grow in Him through the way He ministers to us all through fellowship and the chat room too.

Unfortunately hurt people often do hurt others although they may not even be aware of it so we need to pray for them.

Give the hurts to Jesus He is more than able to take them from you.

I am often around if you need to talk send me a private message sister.

May He abundantly bless you. :rainbow: :rose:

 

[EuphoricForest]

God Bless you tweety, you are better off staying at TalkJesus than that lame forum. Im pretty sure Jesus said himself "blessed ar those who are persecuted in my name..." So by you posting that prayer in the other forum was amazing, and those who bashed you for it arent that nice at all. But do not worry, Ill gladly be your friend

And do not worry, God wants to be closer to you, whatever wrong you have done he has already forgiven you for that. All you need to do is keep on praying and spending time with Him, loving Him for everything that He has done for you. And Im positive you will begin to be closer to Him again.


Peace, and God Bless!

-Eric

 

[stephen]

Hello Tweety,
I am not sure if I have welcomed you to talkjesus, I know others will have done but as for me???? But I welcome you now in Jesus Name.

Sorry to hear of your disappointing and quite traumatic experiences. Cannot believe that such was on a Christian web-site. But today the umbrella of Christianity is getting so big, all kinds of beliefs and ideas take shelter beneath it.

Keep posting here sister, without doubt you will always find folks wanting to be your friend.

God Bless You

 

[pixie]

Sweetie Tweety

When anyone bashes another person, they are acting unGodly. Jesus just loves us so very much and wants you tweety, to feel good about yourself. You don't need to be last on a prayer list. God loves you. He will stick with you until your faith that He loves you, returns to you. He won't leave you tweety. Even when you are sad and think that you failed Him. He doesn't think that you failed Him, He thinks the world failed you. And He will get you better, for sure.
Our Father in Heaven, gave His Son, whom He is so proud of, to us so that we can all be one big loving family.

John 3:16
"For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, [ Or his only begotten Son] that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.

Jesus is kind and gentle and already forgives all that you do by mistake. I am glad that you have faith. It took me years to understand the love of Jesus Christ.

Take care and know that you are loved. Amenixie :rainbow:

 

[monkeys]

Tweety,

I'm so sorry about the hard time that you received from those other people. I know how it hurts when you're looking for support and all you get is criticism.

About the beer...I pray to the Lord above that he will take away that addiction.

Sometimes we drink because we want to feel accepted or even out of loneliness. Do not drink to conform to this world. For the Lord has created us to be a light, to stand out from the crowds.

I'm not sure for the reason why you drank, but I know that you feel convicted. The Lord has already forgiven you Tweets! Don't be sad! Repentance and being convicted is a great sign...I know sounds strange..but it is.

About the suicide...I know how you feel so very much. I too have tried to take my life. I can understand the pain and void you feel in your heart. It's like an empty, heavy feeling. As if you're carrying a ton of brinks. The only way to lighten the load at times seem to be to cry.

I am really sad that you are going through this. I sincerely say this because I know how it feels. It hurts so very much. I will keep you in my prayers.

If you ever need to talk feel free to PM me any time! I will be a friend to you!

May God bless you greatly! May He fill the void in your sweet precious heart!

Many Blessings,
monkeys

 

[Chad]

I feel sorry and angry that this so-called other Christian forum allowed such behavior towards you. Here on Talk Jesus, you are welcomed as GOD welcomes you in Christ's arms. This applies to all as one, who come here to fellowship in a godly manner and glorify GOD.

GOD loves you no matter what you've done and no matter what others may say. Ignore man, they are all sinners. GOD makes you a winner

 

[whitedove]

Thank you all so very much for the kind words back It means a lot to me that you have put me in your prayers I do not know if we are allowed to post a reply from another board or not so i will wait and see if i am allowed before i post it on here what was said to me , however i guess it really does not matter now cause i like to put that hurt way behind me .

the reason i got a drink and got drunk and it was the first time ever that i ever had a drink in my life was because my brother does a lot of drinking and i was at his house , even after doing that i even snorted a hydro up my nose , really dumb and stupid but all my life i have either been loved a little then dumped by a guy or not even loved at all . my family has never once loved me and i have been sort of an outsider

things got so bad that i did attempt my life a couple years ago but i do have God to thank for giving me a second chance at life . i guess with the drinking beer i thought that maybe my brother would love me if i partied with him , that was just really dumb and stupid for me to think that way .

When i first got baptized ( which was back in 2000 ) and gave my life over to God it was so hard for me to understand how christian people could love me when no one else did , well that love from them soon faded away and i soon quit going to church - but a lot of things happened that made me quit going to church that i do not want to get into here at least on the board but i was shown just how little the love of God was at that church . When i was at the most hurting i could be they were not there for me and really did not care so i attempted my life . i did go back to church a little while after my attempt and did walk up front and asked the preacher to pray for me and ask God to forgive me for attempting my life but that preacher was so cold when i walked up front , not a bit of love in his voice and the words he said was you need to talk with the men of the congregation because you can not keep doing this and i know it was only the third time i had ever walked up front to repent ( this was a church of christ ) only 3 times and i am told not to that it must stop and all the time i thought it was as many times as you sin you should ask for forgiveness . well to make a long story short , usually after you do this others welcome you back in well not one person there welcomed me back that cut so deep that i am just not really ready to go to any church right now .

i need prayers to get my life straight , to find an honest church that has the love of God in it and has Gods people in it , so i have been online at a few sites but this one felt really like a home site to me then but now they tell me get a life , grow up , quit putting drama on the board , all you do is complain , etc if asking prayers is drama or complaining then i guess there really is nothing i can say or do .

thanks for all your kind words . i was feeling kind of down but then i got on here and read these nice things . thank you all so much it has lifted my spirit up . taka care and i hope this will not be seen as drama on here , i really just want to have some nice christian friends to chat and talk with and not hurt anyone with what i say or get anyone upset .

God bless you all .

sister tweety

oops , i need to add that when i said above that it was the first time i ever drank , that was not really true as i did drink a little whiskey when i attempted my life . just wanted to clear that up !

 

[ladylovesJesus]

Hi there tweety

You are in the best place right here and now. This is like church for a lot of people. We are not here to judge anyone. God is the only judge.

So glad to hear your spirit has been lifted up now. I also listen to praise and worship to lift my spirit. I find it so uplifting.

Praying that you will find the right fellowship to attend where the love of God is shown to all.

Jesus will heal all your hurts and He restores the years the locusts have eaten too.

Joel.2
25 “I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten—the great locust and the young locust,
the other locusts and the locust swarm*—my great army that I sent among you.
26 You will have plenty to eat, until you are full, and you will praise the name of the Lord your God,
who has worked wonders for you;


Try to keep your eyes on Jesus. He is the only one we have to please not man.

Sister read this post and see if it helps you too.

http://www.talkjesus.com/ethics-morality/11507-i-have-been-burned-hurt-church-past.html

God bless :rainbow: :rose:

 

[Tweety61]

Hi sister Tweety,

Am sorry for all you have been going through.Know that you have a father and a freind who loves you more than anything in this world that is Jesus christ.
Deutronomy 33:27 The eternal God is your refuge and underneath are the everlasting arms.....

 

[ax d-slayer]

Hi there Sis Tweety i know one thing that our God is a forgiving God provided you dont go back sinning and ask God for forgiveness and He WILL Forgive you.... and DONT EVER THINK that you are alone with no one you have Jesus as your best friend ... He will answer you , Trust me i was in your place with another sin and i left all my friends for Jesus and He gave me good Christians cause i have obeyed Him ever since and He has always been with me and gave me new GOOD CHRISTIAN Friends....i will keep you in my prayers ....God Bless SIS

Lots Of love in Christ

 

[whitedove]

Thank you guys so much for the prayers . I also thank God for directing me to here to find honest and good christian friends . I will keep you all in my prayers also .

 

[justin1979]

Lord, please hold Tweety close in this tough time. Help her to find comfort in knowing you've forgiven her for the sins she's commited (and will commit). Father, please greatly bless her with true friends to love her the way you do. All I ask in your son Jesus' name. Amen.