Hi Porkloin, I'll keep in you my prayers. I can identify with you on the anxiety attacks.
I read the whole of Psalm 91 recently during anxiety It was very powerful and it brought great peace. Heres a couple of verses.
Psalm91:2 I will say to the Lord, "My refuge and my fortress, My God, in whom I trust!"
91:5 "You will not be afraid of the terror by night
Or of the arrow that flies by day;"
Anxiety is pretty much fear, fear of the unknown, anticipating bad things etc.
The enemy certainly feeds off this fear. And like already mentioned God did not give us a spirit of fear.
Trusting and believing the Word of God and what IT says we have as believers is the key to gaining victory.
And God Bless You for returning to the Lord after backsliding. How loving our God is, He forgives us when we mess up and welcomes us back with open arms. I strayed away too Porkloin and returned to stay And you are right, you are not done yet, I am not done, none of us are.
"...He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus(when Christ returns)" Phil 1:6
All Praise, Glory and Honor to God
He is so Good
Calluna