I’m praying the Lord will guide me always and meet christian friends to talk to. I’ve been struggling with of a lot of anxiety, depression, and all sorts of battles. It just goes way back to my past. I do feel hopeless and a sense I got to the point that God cast me away but it has to be the lies of the enemy. I’m not sure what is happening or maybe I do but I’m trying so hard to do the right thing, I’ve spoken things I shouldn’t have against the Bible over a dream I had... Spoke foolishly to only feel guilty, I just don’t know anymore,, I want to give up seeking the Lord but I know deep within me I don’t want to... I just don’t want to, I’m not resting in Jesus, all I can think of is I’m condemned, going to hell, even as I was studying and into my prayer journal a thought just came “you witch” where and why would I think that, you know? I‘m just hoping and pray for my love 1s, myself and every one who is struggling.