Hello, Simon
Peace be unto you
I am sure that most of us had to battle through something when we first started out. Just from my own experience, the battles never stop. I believe that the Lord is continually trying us, to determine what we can and will become. He that endureth unto the end shall be saved.
Keep reading the Bible, Simon, and pray often. When you do these two things, you feed the spirit. Spend more time caring for your spirit than you do your flesh and you should see the difference.
James 1:21 Wherefore lay apart all filthiness and superfluity of naughtiness, and receive with meekness the engrafted word, which is able to save your souls.
James 1:22 But be ye doers of the word, and not hearers only, deceiving your own selves.
James 1:23 For if any be a hearer of the word, and not a doer, he is like unto a man beholding his natural face in a glass:
James 1:24 For he beholdeth himself, and goeth his way, and straightway forgetteth what manner of man he was.
James 1:25 But whoso looketh into the perfect law of liberty, and continueth therein, he being not a forgetful hearer, but a doer of the work, this man shall be blessed in his deed.
James 1:26 If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain.
James 1:27 Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.
Romans 8:13 For if ye live after the flesh, ye shall die: but if ye through the Spirit do mortify the deeds of the body, ye shall live.
Colossians 3:5 Mortify therefore your members which are upon the earth; fornication, uncleanness, inordinate affection, evil concupiscence, and covetousness, which is idolatry:
Colossians 3:6 For which things' sake the wrath of God cometh on the children of disobedience:
Simon: Scripture is the word of God but we can see that it hasw different records of even the same affair.So is there mistake in Bible??
I believe that the different accounts of the same events in the Bible are part of that trying process that I was talking about Simon. There are verses in the Bible that speak of seeking the Lord, correct? Why do we have to seek Him? Why wouldn't He just make Him self readily available? It seems obvious—to me, anyway—that He wants us to make an effort to get to Him. It's up to you, Simon, whether or not you choose to continue searching for Him. I hope that you choose to do so, and if I can help you in anyway, let me know.