Rea/Tolperi

[tolperi]

I am Rea 31 year old woman from Finland.I got saved summer 96 after hard illness(meningiitis) since then i have struggled with deep depression time to time.But some amazing reasonGod have kept me alive even i try kill my self 2 times during years.And many many other kinds"it was close to die" things.3 bloodblugged in my launghs etc.I am also mother even i cant now stay with my kids.my husband divorced me year ago.My oldest son 7 year have same disability that i have+others disabilites.5 year old daughter and 4 year son are so called helthy.I have bibolar symptoms too it is pretty hard for me.But what is most painfull and makes anxiety alot is that i have had 15 years lesbian feelings(never been with woman like that) and i know more than clear what bible says about it.I really dont need lecturing about it.i have tryied praying,fasting,someone has tryied cast out this"spirit" away......list is endless what i have tryied to do to heal it.but i havent healed about those feelings.I am so so so tired about this situation.

 

[sunshine307]

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[Faithful Son]

Hi Tolperi

Welcome to TalkJesus The only thing in our power we can do about disabilites and sin is to pray about it. Just pray everyday that Jesus will take away the lesbian feelings, it sound like old news to tell you this. But it is extremely effective. I won't lecture you

You are a true person, you are better than me. You are honest from the start, that is an attribute I wish I had. I will pray for you and your family. Keep strong in God's Word (Bible) and ask your Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ to renew you everyday. Try to live day by day like Jesus told us too.

It is the most exciting thing to be a Christian and you are doing great!

 

[Dreamer]

I think it's great you are here and I welcome you. God bless you.

 

[Chad]

Greetings sister and GOD bless you, thank you for joining.

Please feel free to post a prayer request in the prayer request forum, we'll pray for you.

God has led you here

 

[Snowrose]

Hi Tolperi

Welcome to TJ. It is a wonderful to meet you. May you find encouragement and blessing here. You will always be in my prayers. God bless you.

Love,
Snowrose

 

[Eve]

Welcome

Hi Tolperi,

Welcome to Talk Jesus, I am also 31 years old, female and have children. I have found that the journal section of the website is very theraputic. It helps me to come out of my shell when I am feeling low and gives me a bit of confidence to interact with people, check it out you may find it liberating too. The chat room can be a nice area to go and talk with fellow Christians about a variety of subjects or just say hi or whatever you feel up to saying. Last but not least, reading the threads can be very inspiring, interesting and informative. There is also lots more to do.

I want you to know that there are some lovely Christian people here, this is a great fellowship to be a part of but also know that you are loved. 'God showed his great love for us by sending Christ to die for us while we were still sinners....Since we have died to sin, how can we continue to live in it?... when we became Christians and were baptized to become one with Christ Jesus, we died with him...And just as Christ was raised from the dead by the glorious power of the Father, now we also may live new lives......Do not let sin control the way you live; do not give into its lustful desires. Do not let any part of your body become a tool of wickedness, to be used for sinning. Instead, give yourselves completely to God since you have been given new life. And use your whole body as a tool to do what is right for the glory of God. Sin is no longer your master, for you are no longer subject to the law, which enslaves you to sin. Instead, you are free by God's grace. (Romans 5:8-14)

May this passage give you strength and encouragement.

God Bless

Eve

 

[ogwude]

I am Rea 31 year old woman from Finland.I got saved summer 96 after hard illness(meningiitis) since then i have struggled with deep depression time to time.But some amazing reasonGod have kept me alive even i try kill my self 2 times during years.And many many other kinds"it was close to die" things.3 bloodblugged in my launghs etc.I am also mother even i cant now stay with my kids.my husband divorced me year ago.My oldest son 7 year have same disability that i have+others disabilites.5 year old daughter and 4 year son are so called helthy.I have bibolar symptoms too it is pretty hard for me.But what is most painfull and makes anxiety alot is that i have had 15 years lesbian feelings(never been with woman like that) and i know more than clear what bible says about it.I really dont need lecturing about it.i have tryied praying,fasting,someone has tryied cast out this"spirit" away......list is endless what i have tryied to do to heal it.but i havent healed about those feelings.I am so so so tired about this situation.

Rea!
I say once more that the God lord yu cry to is your strenght he will never leave yu empty cos he sees ur cry and he will surely,I mean surely heal yu from this situation amen!
I feel your pains right here in Nigeria I see yu as a child of God that he loves yu so much just stick to him thats all.

 

[SpiritLedEd]

I am Rea 31 year old woman from Finland.I got saved summer 96 after hard illness(meningiitis) since then i have struggled with deep depression time to time.But some amazing reasonGod have kept me alive even i try kill my self 2 times during years.And many many other kinds"it was close to die" things.3 bloodblugged in my launghs etc.I am also mother even i cant now stay with my kids.my husband divorced me year ago.My oldest son 7 year have same disability that i have+others disabilites.5 year old daughter and 4 year son are so called helthy.I have bibolar symptoms too it is pretty hard for me.But what is most painfull and makes anxiety alot is that i have had 15 years lesbian feelings(never been with woman like that) and i know more than clear what bible says about it.I really dont need lecturing about it.i have tryied praying,fasting,someone has tryied cast out this"spirit" away......list is endless what i have tryied to do to heal it.but i havent healed about those feelings.I am so so so tired about this situation.

Rhea,

Hello and welcome to Talk Jesus I can relate somewhat to what you aree saying. I have issues that I've prayed about for years before any healing came. But the healing did come and is still coming.

I have a good friend who has bipolar disorder and I've seen him go through much pain with it, But, his doctor has found a good medication for him and he seems to be a lot better now.

Hang in there. God loves you and so do we.

 

[fearnot]

Hi Rea

Welcome to Talk Jesus. God Bless

 

[tolperi]

Thanks That So Many Of You Have Welkomed Me Even I Really Sceared That I Would Not Be Wanted Here Because I Am What I Am.and I Wanted Be Honest From Beginning Even I Knew It Could End Catastrofally Too.

 

[Dreamer]

God bless you. I really believe honesty is best. God blesses us when we speak the truth in love. Also, in order to overcome obstacles, we must first be able to see the obstacle! If our eyes are closed to the truth, we cannot overcome because we're too busy missing the truth.

Honesty is not something I grew up with in my family, but I am trying to learn it and practice it. I really believe God is going to bless you, tolperi.