i grew up in a secular family with no real input about Spiritual matters. when i was four my dad died through heart desease, i am 1 of four children brought up by a single parent. family life was quiet disfunctional due to constant fighting, growing up was hell-full of insecurity and no direction, as a means to escape i turned to drugs, my life sank into the gutter with my mental health.
living in a world where you feel totaly isolated and disfunctional is a difficult place to bear, ive searched all my life for an answer that gives me hope or direction iv tried money,jobs,relationships,drugs,sports,music,psychology the list is endless but found none of them that brought me peace and happyness, God forgive me i even tried suicide multiple times, then 1 day i was passed Holy scripture by a friend who used to go church, he said it may help, id tried everything else so thought why not and promptly began my study of the good book, as i read i recognized there was Truth in the Bible which compelled me to go on, the more i learned the more excuisit i learned life with Christ could be, i was baptised within 2 years and 10 years on iam still learning new Truth from the bible, im not an ordinary Christian im more of a hybrid. all i know is that my life experiances have been signposts along the path of life to God, and God is Love amen.
living in a world where you feel totaly isolated and disfunctional is a difficult place to bear, ive searched all my life for an answer that gives me hope or direction iv tried money,jobs,relationships,drugs,sports,music,psychology the list is endless but found none of them that brought me peace and happyness, God forgive me i even tried suicide multiple times, then 1 day i was passed Holy scripture by a friend who used to go church, he said it may help, id tried everything else so thought why not and promptly began my study of the good book, as i read i recognized there was Truth in the Bible which compelled me to go on, the more i learned the more excuisit i learned life with Christ could be, i was baptised within 2 years and 10 years on iam still learning new Truth from the bible, im not an ordinary Christian im more of a hybrid. all i know is that my life experiances have been signposts along the path of life to God, and God is Love amen.
