Here I am once again,
another night come and
gone wondering
how my soul will find
peace but mostly when?
Reminiscing about today,
reliving yesterday,
and shaking my head
with words that just
won't come out my mouth to
say.
I love this
design, but it's
the crime
that runs through my character's
timeline.
I wanna be better,
I wanna live without shame
and I know better to know
my life isn't a game.
All the nights
that I can't lay my mind to
rest, all the days
I could of been my very
best, but yet
there I go making another
strain inside this
body's chest.
I love my father, I love
my savior, I love my king but I hate this
sorrow along with the pain
and it's making me go insane.
I'm sorry for
trying to do things myself without asking
for your hand, I was naive to think
I could live this life on my
own, selfish to now realize
how stubborn I was because
when I look back it is shown.
All I ask is for you
to forgive, cleanse my sleepless spirit
so I can peacefully go on and live peacefully
as you planned it.
