cuprunsovr
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- Feb 27, 2006
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Scripture tells us to confess ourselves to one another, and to despise our pride - so I am confessing here that I have slipped and am smoking again.
I hate it, I hate that I am a slave to it, i hate that i can be strong in the spirit and this pittifully weak in the flesh, i hate what I am doing to the temple, I hate that i am impeding his glory in my life. I know all the reasons not too, but the toe hold has become a stronghold through my own rebellion. I have heard it said that the stronger the attacks from evil, the closer you are to the Spirit, there is consolation in that because I must be close.
I bring this before all of you humbly that I, as a man, cannot beat this alone - tried - failed. If you are willing please pray over me for strength in the spirit to not only push this back but rid it entirely.
thank you in advance and be blessed.
I hate it, I hate that I am a slave to it, i hate that i can be strong in the spirit and this pittifully weak in the flesh, i hate what I am doing to the temple, I hate that i am impeding his glory in my life. I know all the reasons not too, but the toe hold has become a stronghold through my own rebellion. I have heard it said that the stronger the attacks from evil, the closer you are to the Spirit, there is consolation in that because I must be close.
I bring this before all of you humbly that I, as a man, cannot beat this alone - tried - failed. If you are willing please pray over me for strength in the spirit to not only push this back but rid it entirely.
thank you in advance and be blessed.