Sorry, I'm not sure if I put this in the right place :/
As the title says, I really struggle when I look at all the pain in the world. It makes me feel terrible a lot of the time when I read/see news stories talking about horrific things, particularly murder. Most recently, I get this terrible feeling when seeing the horrendous effects of terrorism in the world. I can't really explain the feeling, but it's a real sinking feeling of disappointment and upset. Not long ago, I actually had to wipe away tears on a train due to a news story I was reading.
My issue is that I love God and I trust him. I believe he loves us all but when I read these stories I become so frustrated. I understand we have been given free will and I've read explanations/arguments for why these things are allowed to happen in a world created by a loving God but sometimes I still just struggle with it because these sad situations happening all over the world upset me so much.
I know it's really unrealistic but I just want peace and it upsets me to think that this will never truly be the case on earth - well until God makes heaven on earth (or whatever your understanding of this prophecy is.) I do feel stupid that this upsets me so much it makes me want to cry but I just feel very strongly about it and it makes me overly frustrated. Basically, I would just really appreciate some words on this. It just makes me feel better to at least get this out there. I don't know if this will help any of you with giving advice, but I'm 19.
As the title says, I really struggle when I look at all the pain in the world. It makes me feel terrible a lot of the time when I read/see news stories talking about horrific things, particularly murder. Most recently, I get this terrible feeling when seeing the horrendous effects of terrorism in the world. I can't really explain the feeling, but it's a real sinking feeling of disappointment and upset. Not long ago, I actually had to wipe away tears on a train due to a news story I was reading.
My issue is that I love God and I trust him. I believe he loves us all but when I read these stories I become so frustrated. I understand we have been given free will and I've read explanations/arguments for why these things are allowed to happen in a world created by a loving God but sometimes I still just struggle with it because these sad situations happening all over the world upset me so much.
I know it's really unrealistic but I just want peace and it upsets me to think that this will never truly be the case on earth - well until God makes heaven on earth (or whatever your understanding of this prophecy is.) I do feel stupid that this upsets me so much it makes me want to cry but I just feel very strongly about it and it makes me overly frustrated. Basically, I would just really appreciate some words on this. It just makes me feel better to at least get this out there. I don't know if this will help any of you with giving advice, but I'm 19.