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[for christ]

Hello All
I really need your help. this week that has just gone has bin hell for me . 1st I have bin suffering from neuralgia which is bin very painful and in some cases so painful I felt like screaming in pain . then I have a tummy bug then on top of that I started my PMT . I just don't understand why Jesus is so far away from me when I'm in this much pain . what have I done so wrong to deserve this much pain . I'm starting to wonder why this has happen to me , yes I know there is a lot of pain in the world, but you see . I've got enough to deal with as I have a metal illness ( and for those of you who think I'm crazy just cos I have depression ......... I am not , I'm just like every other person) . sorry if I sound all doom and gloom but having all this pain just to much for me . and sometime I wonder why jesus don't want to heal me . ok yes I know he loves me , but over these last few weeks I have been in a lot of pain which I'm not at the point where I can't take much more of life ( and no I'm not thinking of taking my life) but I feel like give up . if I could just get rid of all this pain then I would feel alot better , but right now , I just feel like the lord is not hearing my cry's and my screaming in pain . if you can help or pray for me that would be grate , and sorry for being so gloomy.

 

[Brad Huber]

I will pray for you sister, but God always hears our prayers, although His answers aren't always to our liking, and we must seek to understand that if He doesn't give us what we want, what is it that He "does" want from us in the situation.