ArmyWife08
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- Jan 22, 2008
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I am new here so please bear with me. I am so glad to have found this website.
A few weeks ago I had my second miscarriage this year and it is obvious the Lord really used that situation to put me back on track again. He has opened my eyes to make me realize I had really fallen away from Him the past few years. Athough I grieve the loss of my second child, I am so thankful that God was gracious enough to pull me back toward Him.
I feel though as if I am being attacked by Satan more intensely than I have before. I know my closeness to God makes Him furious which is no suprise to me.
Its like He knows my weaknesses. Fear of not being provided for (money) is one of them. Today I became so extremely distraught over going to the grocery store I cried myself into a depressive state. I know who's telling me these things but sometimes I get so tricked into believing his lies it feels so real. I can quote scripture, but It is hard for me to believe at that time that I can trust God. I hope someone can relate to what I am going through or has felt what I have at one time or another. I am fairly new Christian so any advice is greatly appreciated and needed. Thank you
A few weeks ago I had my second miscarriage this year and it is obvious the Lord really used that situation to put me back on track again. He has opened my eyes to make me realize I had really fallen away from Him the past few years. Athough I grieve the loss of my second child, I am so thankful that God was gracious enough to pull me back toward Him.
I feel though as if I am being attacked by Satan more intensely than I have before. I know my closeness to God makes Him furious which is no suprise to me.
Its like He knows my weaknesses. Fear of not being provided for (money) is one of them. Today I became so extremely distraught over going to the grocery store I cried myself into a depressive state. I know who's telling me these things but sometimes I get so tricked into believing his lies it feels so real. I can quote scripture, but It is hard for me to believe at that time that I can trust God. I hope someone can relate to what I am going through or has felt what I have at one time or another. I am fairly new Christian so any advice is greatly appreciated and needed. Thank you