Thanking God For Always Being There

[Sweetrainbow]

First let me say that my family is very dysfunctional.

Back in Nov. 2009 my Mom passed away and I really thought God left me because there was no support for me from my family.
Mom was literally my best friend in the whole world that really understood me for me.

All I could think was God why when you know I still need her?

Well he knew what is best and after some support I asked God to lead me to an answer from anyone that I could get through this low time in my life.

God knew this and led me to a pastor that said exactly what I needed to hear. Sorry I can't post any of what was said.

Then last year on Dec.15th the Lord asked for my father next.
All I could think of was is this going to be a yearly thing? Will the Lord start calling each family one at a time once year?

Well as it so happens when I went to his funeral my siblings decided it was time to put grudges and such away for good and start acting like a family.

Well I thought that's great finally but too late because this was the wishes of both parents and now they can't see this happening.

But nevertheless to say I praise God that even though I don't have my parents anymore that it is sure feels good to have a relationship again with my siblings.

The moral of this testimony is that when you think that even in the worst of times you believe God may have left you in reality he knows what is best and is has been there the whole time
doing what he knows is best.

He really is an awesome God and deserve this glory and much much more when we don't really deserve it.

 

[Brighthouse]

To My sister in Christ, Sweetrainbow.I was deeply touched by your words of sorrow,and asked the Lord in me,if I could give some encourgment to you.Here is what the Lord in me would have me say unto you. Know this,your user name you picked was from the Lord in you! The first recording of the rainbow, and sweet it is to those who look upon it,is found in Genesis 9:13-14 a Covenant from God to the earth.This includes you! In Revelation 4:3 We find out that this same rainbow is around the very throne of God. If this was not enough, a strong angel comes out of the heavens with a rainbow upon his head.( rev 10:1) Now some meaning to this, just for you! Jeremiah 31:31-33 verse 33!! BUT this is the covenant which I will make with the house of Isreal after those days,declares the LORD." I will put MY law within them,and on their heart I will write it;and I will be their GOD and they, and you sweet are part of they!! shall be MY PEOPLE! Now the colors. Blue, purple, and red( scarlet) were used in the tabernacle and in the temple.( exodus 25:4,26:1 and many other scriptures. Blue is consistently the first of three colors metioned and is chosen as the color the Isrealites were to carry as the symbol of the Godly way of living.( numbers 15:38-40)There are 7 colors of a rainbow, representing completeness from our father in heaven.Others colors orange,yellow,green,and indigo, can also be seen by our eyes,but what these colors mean,I do not have knowledge of,perhaps another brother or sister here may have. I said all of this, to say this!! The colors of the rainbow mean directly to you God's truth!! and!! faithfulness directly to you!! Galatins 5:13-14 For you were called to freedom brethern,only do not turn your freedom into an oppertinuity for the flesh,but!! through LOVE serve oneanother. FOR the whole LAW is fulfilled in one word, in the statment YOU SHALL LOVE YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF. We are glad you are here with us,a true working part of the Body of Christ,and we as a whole just want to say,even for what you have lost,you have so much,because we all love you here!! Blessing to you Sweetrainbow!

 

[Sweetrainbow]

Since I Started Last Post

First i want to say to Brighthouse THANK YOU very much for your post.
It was very well put and I hope that I didn't make my post sound like I don't realize that God is not with me or that I don't realize that that he provides around the clock if that's his will for me.

Because very much so I do realize this and because of the magnitude of all what I have been through I was just trying to relay that I almost gave up believing in Him altogether because I didn't want to believe he would make any one person that "He Loves" go through as much as I have and as quickly. I went through plenty more stuff that I didn't post about.

You are right about my username. That is exactly why I chose it because of the promise he gave to "all his people".
I still to this day can praise him again for he still is providing me and keeping a roof over my head why I'm in a battle now with my siblings to keep it and not land in the streets. (note: this is especially my sister only and my 3 brothers GOD BLESS them they are no trouble)

I thought I would not be able to afford to live and that the taxes alone would kill me. THANK YOU LORD that's not the case that you provided for me this money to pay.
You see I have so much faith that the Lord wants me to stay here.
I truly believe that when it starts to look that I am not I know it's Satan trying to get my mind off God and feed me a lie.

So I will say that my faith truly lies with God and very much so that I will call it (weak moments) that I have when it must be Satan sticking his nose in my life.
I know God is with me and when I fear or am in doubt pray to the Lord and know he available around the clock waiting to hear.

Thank you again Brighthouse I truly do appreciate what I read and may our Lord and Savior bless you abundantly and always:rainbow: