I do feel that god has changed me in some respects over the past few years and I'm grateful. But I still feel no motivation to live for god, and my prayer for salvation seems unanswered. I have tried not to lose hope and I pray a lot, but I feel almost ignored. Whoever comes to Jesus is welcomed, but I don't really know what it means to come to Jesus. I understand it means loving and believing in him and repenting, but I repent with no feeling of guilt or remorse in my heart. I pray that God would show me myself, and he doesn't. It does worry me. I feel as if I want Jesus for the wrong reasons like I just don't want to go to hell. I ask god to change my veiw of things and... nothing. I sometimes feel hopeful and inspired, but not much.
Please help,
Jonah
Please help,
Jonah
