So i have been having blasphemous thoughts for like 4 tormenting weeks and at first I cried and suffered soo much and developed a compulsion to sit and think “God is good the devil is a liar” daily without stopping, the only rest I had was when I was asleep but recently I have been so weak to stop this attacks so I have thought this horrible lies purposely even without temptation, I don’t agree with them and I know that they are lies. But did I commit the unforgivable sin? Because I did it like 6 times purposely and yes I felt anixety while doing that, I felt that it was wrong. But I know that I don’t agree with those horrible lies but I did it purposely, am I condemn? I feel so hopeless and afraid..
I noticed on your bio that you say you are not born again. This is very very critical for your wellbeing. If you do not know how this happens, this is how....
Most people, especially those in the United States have heard the message, which is found in the Gospel of John.
John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life.
John 3:17 For God sent not his Son into the world to condemn the world; but that the world through him might be saved. (KJV)
This, in a nutshell, is the Gospel message. When a person hears this message something happens to that person. The thing that happens is that faith is given to the hearer. As the Bible tells us, “Faith comes, by hearing, and hearing by the Word of God.” Faith always comes when the Word of God is preached, taught, or proclaimed. The Gospel of John also says this.....
John 1:12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God,
even to them that believe on his name:
But as many as received him who? The Word of God (AKA as Jesus Christ) Those to who received the Word of God after hearing it was given “POWER” so that they could become a son of God. Having the power to become a son of God is one thing, and it is another to actually be a son of God. Many people today have heard the Gospel message, and have received it, but they never “exercised” that power to become a son of God. The “power” which the Word of God gives unto the hearer is “faith”
There are millions of people who have heard the message, and have received the faith (power) to become a son of God, but have never exercised that power to become one. Maybe, they just don't know how faith is exercised. The Bible is clear about how salvation comes.
Rom 10:9 because, if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.
Rom 10:10 For with the heart one believes and is justified, and with the mouth, one confesses and is saved. (ESV)
It sounds too good to be true, which is why it is true because it is good.!!
After you become a "child of God" you are given
"power" over all the works of the Devil in Jesus' name.(Luke 10:19) Study the bible and ask God to reveal his word to you. Learn the laws of faith that govern the "sword of the Spirit to combat the enemy of your soul.