Twistie
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There I was again trying to hold open a door while helplessly watching my husband crone's eating him alive that's what it has seemed to me anyways..
But there I was trying to force a door to stay open that I new I was gonna have to close once again.. ice learned that when a relationship turn unhealthy I have to let it go no matter whom it is.. it was my son again.. again I new the door had to close n again I just kept trying to keep my foot in the doorway so it wouldn't close..
Needless to say I let it close .
I haven't asked YH really for anything that's just for me ya know I truly believes He knows not only our needs but also our wants the wants tucked deep down inside ya heart where it's protected from the world to even try to destroy it..for me that want was to be able to rekindle or restart a relationship with my youngest. We haven't spoken in oh idk 10 yrs my only daughter.. n my phone chimed telling me I had a message n there it was a message from my daughter asking if this was still my number..
My Destiny had reached out out of no where out of the clear blue sky n only One that I know of that would of laid it on her heart to seek out my last known number n contact me.. I never expect anything from the children I've come to terms it is what is n just ask the Lord for the spiritual strength to get through it.. cause in the Long run The Lords Will will be done
(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
But there I was trying to force a door to stay open that I new I was gonna have to close once again.. ice learned that when a relationship turn unhealthy I have to let it go no matter whom it is.. it was my son again.. again I new the door had to close n again I just kept trying to keep my foot in the doorway so it wouldn't close..
Needless to say I let it close .
I haven't asked YH really for anything that's just for me ya know I truly believes He knows not only our needs but also our wants the wants tucked deep down inside ya heart where it's protected from the world to even try to destroy it..for me that want was to be able to rekindle or restart a relationship with my youngest. We haven't spoken in oh idk 10 yrs my only daughter.. n my phone chimed telling me I had a message n there it was a message from my daughter asking if this was still my number..
My Destiny had reached out out of no where out of the clear blue sky n only One that I know of that would of laid it on her heart to seek out my last known number n contact me.. I never expect anything from the children I've come to terms it is what is n just ask the Lord for the spiritual strength to get through it.. cause in the Long run The Lords Will will be done
(｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡
