Jonah2005bt said:
I know GOD loves me. But I get so discourage sometimes. Many times, lately I have been finding myself drowning in selfpity. Can't seem to break away from the wickedness with in myself. I begin to feel lost & all alone. Though I have a family it feels like it's the wrong one. Though I have a husband - I feel I should not have a husband & that my only place is with The Father, The One & Only Almighty GOD. Sometimes I feel my family is to far away from GOD & if I keep following them - then I to will end up like them. But my love for GOD will always be a strong love. Sometimes I feel so all alone that I feel Isoleated from the world - all alone & consided strange. Oh how my heart akes & my mind worries, even though I remember what Jesus said in Matthew 6:25 "Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; nor about your body, what you will put on. Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing? " Sometimes I even get scared & yet I really do trust in Our Almighty Father. Oh, these trouble feelings of mine really do trouble my soul somrthing wicked. *genesis!
Your words touched my heart, as I know exactly how you feel. God is with us all and He loves us all. You are not strange, you are a very committed and an obedient child of God and He is well pleased with you.
Psa 37:3 Trust in the LORD, and do good; so shalt thou dwell in the land, and verily thou shalt be fed.
Psa 37:4 Delight thyself also in the LORD; and he shall give thee the desires of thine heart.
I am going through similar emotions and circumstances as yourself, I am not going to give up, even though there are days, which are extremely tuff and difficult and I do cry a lot. On those days when I am that low, He is that close, as He leads me to such wonderful scriptures as these.
Rom 8:28 And we know that all things work together for good to them that love God, to them who are the called according to his purpose.
Of course, some scriptures make me cry again, but its a cry of joy, as He is that close and cares for us all and knows all our troubles of our heart.
Psa 86:11 Teach me thy way, O LORD; I will walk in thy truth: unite my heart to fear thy name.
Psa 119:2 Blessed are they that keep his testimonies, and that seek him with the whole heart.
I have just done a study on fearing God, it was very interesting.
Remember this world will not like us and I have come along similar circumstances in the work place myself, even when talking to other Christians and I find this one difficult to fathom out, as I am so eager to speak what God has taught me the night before, they just don't seem interested, they are more interested in highlighting Satan's work and gossiping about other colleagues for example. I was like that once, but the old me has to go. I still have some weak areas that needs changing, mainly my emotions and the way I express myself when speaking to others, but with Gods help I can do it.
Psa 18:2 The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust; my buckler, and the horn of my salvation, and my high tower.
Pro 3:6 In all thy ways acknowledge him, and he shall direct thy paths.
