lattelily
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- Aug 29, 2019
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I’m pretty sure I did the one sin that can’t be forgiven...
So, I was reading Matthew, and then I read about the unforgivable sin. Of course, my mind calls the Holy Spirit a bad word. I freaked out because I thought I did the sin, called my dad, and said to him what my mind said. (Like: I called the Holy Spirit a _____).
I didn’t realize doing that was the actual sin. Then, I kept praying to God for a sign that I was forgiven. I hadn’t really understood that’s not okay and that satan could do something instead.
I thought God gave me three signs, and I kept telling people about the signs SO HAPPILY! I didn’t realize it wasn’t really okay to do something like this...but when I did realize, I freaked out!
Then, I was getting these bad thoughts and feelings. I told them to go away and for the devil to stop playing with my mind. However, before this I was telling my mom about how I thought God was talking to me and giving me signs...so I’m worried that feeling was actually conviction.
Finally, I saw a dead animal on the road and said demonic. WHY!?
I feel horrible. Lost. Broken. It has been three weeks. I’ve been born again for four weeks.
People keep saying I didn’t do this sin, but how can I know? People have so many theories on this sin.
So, I was reading Matthew, and then I read about the unforgivable sin. Of course, my mind calls the Holy Spirit a bad word. I freaked out because I thought I did the sin, called my dad, and said to him what my mind said. (Like: I called the Holy Spirit a _____).
I didn’t realize doing that was the actual sin. Then, I kept praying to God for a sign that I was forgiven. I hadn’t really understood that’s not okay and that satan could do something instead.
I thought God gave me three signs, and I kept telling people about the signs SO HAPPILY! I didn’t realize it wasn’t really okay to do something like this...but when I did realize, I freaked out!
Then, I was getting these bad thoughts and feelings. I told them to go away and for the devil to stop playing with my mind. However, before this I was telling my mom about how I thought God was talking to me and giving me signs...so I’m worried that feeling was actually conviction.
Finally, I saw a dead animal on the road and said demonic. WHY!?
I feel horrible. Lost. Broken. It has been three weeks. I’ve been born again for four weeks.
People keep saying I didn’t do this sin, but how can I know? People have so many theories on this sin.